I have either done enough for my Angels or there is so much more I HAVE to do. Which is it? I don't know. I can claim to know God and to know the mysteries of God without having to die. But in the past five years I have faced death. Why? My thinking is that Satan wants me dead, but the fact is, he can't kill me nor can he do me harm. In this regard, I can say that I am not quite human because I claim to know God in ways that others don't know God. I claim to know HOW God will judge the WORLD once the Messiah arrives. But I didn't have to die to know this. I believe, and this is only what I believe, that when a person dies he or she comes to know all the mysteries of the universe, but that these mysteries can't be revealed to the living. We can know some things about God, but much of what we accept we rely on by faith, believing there are those who have passed from this earth and left us with knowledge if only we take the time to know and believe.
This is why I have so much faith in my Angels. I don't fear being lonely or alone. In fact, I am best when I am alone. People can complicate my life. The less I am around people, the less complicated is my life. But God has given me a number of people in life that can make my life less stressful. It is true that too much stress can kill me. I had a heart attack almost exactly five years ago and the fact is that my heart is quite weak and too much stress can literally kill me. So, I have people around me who can lessen the stresses of life and living. And I keep the stress a minimum by NOT being around people very much. But by the same token, I would suggest that I KNOW God as well as, if not better than most, because I KNOW how He will judge all humanity when the Messiah comes. As to whether one person believes me doesn't really matter to me. Belief in what I am saying doesn't change the reality of what I am saying one bit. I don't care about belief and I say God doesn't either. You can believe that 10,000 angels can dance on the head of a pin. How you convince anyone else of your belief is totally up to you, but in the scheme of things, it doesn't really matter, because this is something only God knows unless in some way God has told you otherwise.
I say then that God has told me how He will judge all humanity when the Messiah comes. And I have to be here in this world when He arrives. So, in this regard, God HAS to HAVE me in this world when the Messiah comes. But in my thinking, I have either done enough for my Angels, or even still, I am just practicing and only just beginning. Whichever it is is known only to God. All I have to do is breathe and God HAS to do the rest. This is why I live with the faith of Angels. In MY thinking, I have to. I am Brother Ralphie writing for my Angels from The Angels of Life Institute. Peace. Brother Ralphie works from his study for the promotion of Peaceful living and inner Peace with God. He calls this the “Sanctity of Human Life Movement.”