Has anyone ever realized that anything ever posted here has literally NEVER happened or been right. I don’t even know why I come here anymore. I just come here get my hopes up that something interesting and different might happen to break up this monotenous shitty cycle for just ONE FUCKING DAY but nope, never does, and starting to think it never will. Maybe we really are all just crazy. Maybe we really are nutjob conspiracy theorists. What is the point in believing all of this? Oh man I’m so smart I don’t conform or believe what the mainstream tells me. You know what that’s done for me? Absolutely fucking nothing. It’s made me hate the world. At least when you conform you’re more likely to you know get a steady fucking job and live a comfortable life. At least then life would be fucking a little bit enjoyable even if it is just some ILLUSION well it FEELS pretty fucking real. Going down the rabbit hole has obviously done nothing for me but drive me fucking insane and I 10/10 don’t reccommend ever studying any of this shit because it’s fucking bullshit and will make you a fucking miserable mad man. The archetype of being a tortured genius is not “cool” or “fun”, being “different” dosen’t make you “interesting”. Just be a good person and live a good life and please for the love of God do not get involved in these diluding distractions.