Diving Deeper And Deeper Into Consciousness

GOD DAY MY DEAR FAMILY OF EVER PRESENT LIFE OVERFLOWING. AS ALL THE ENERGIES POUR INTO AND THROUGH ME, THE LOVE WITHIN ME BRINGS UP FEELINGS THAT I THOUGHT I HAD CLEARED BUT I SEEM TO FIND PLACES WHERE I HAVE TO CONTINUE TO WORK ON LETTING GO OF WHAT’S NOT ME. FORTUNATELY, I CAN MOVE THROUGH MY “STUFF” MUCH EASIER THAN I USED TOO. THE FEELINGS THAT HAVE COME UP IS THE INTENSITY OF THE LOVE I FEEL AND HOW TO SHARE IT WITHOUT LOSING MY CENTER AND MY FOCUS. I KEEP DIVING DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO MY CONSCIOUSNESS WITH MY AWARENESS AND BOY WHAT A RIDE IT IS. I AM TRANSFORMING AS QUICKLY AS I CAN IN THE HEALING OF MY PSYCHE. PLUS, IT IS ALWAYS MORE INTENSE AS MY BIRTHDAY APPROACHES AND THE SUN DANCES ON OPHIUCHUS – SAGITTARIUS ENERGY CONNECTION. ❤️

A LOT OF IT HAS TO DO WITH THE PART OF ME THAT LIVED A LIFE IN THE COLD, UNFEELING WORLD I GREW UP IN. THE FORGIVENESS OF ALL THE TIMES I LOVED AND FELT ALL ALONE IN THE EXPERIENCE, WONDERING IF EVER THE LOVE I WAS SHARING WOULD EVER BE MIRRORED BACK TO ME WITH THE SAME OR SIMILAR PASSION FOR LIFE I HAVE? THE BLESSING IS, I HAVE FOUND THOSE WHO LOVE AS DEEPLY AS I CAN WITH REAL FEELINGS TO GO WITH THE LOVE SO IT HELPS ME DEAL WITH THE PARTS OF ME THAT LOVE SEEMED TO BYPASS. WITHIN ME, THE DESIRE TO SHARE ALL THE LOVE I FEEL AND GIVE MYSELF PERMISSION TO FEEL AND SHARE, ALL THE WHILE KNOWING I AM THE ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY OWN EXPERIENCE. SO WITH “RUTHLESS COMPASSION” I AM JUMPING RIGHT INTO THE FRAY. SO ALL THE “STUFF” THAT ISN’T LOVE ISN’T ME, JUST SOME BS I PICKED UP THROUGH A MISUNDERSTANDING I HAD WITH THOSE WHO WERE HAVING A BAD DAY AND I WAS JUST SOMEONE HANDY TO “VENT” OUT ON. I AM CLEARIN’ ALL THAT CRAP OUT NOW. ❤️

AS I EMBRACE THE ASPECTS OF ME, ONLY I CAN ACCEPT AND IN MY ACCEPTANCE I CLEAR MYSELF SO I CAN BE READY TO LOVE WITH A FULL RICH HEART WITHOUT ANY RESTRICTIONS AND WITH COMPLETE ACCEPTANCE OF EVERYONE I LOVE IN MY LIFE UNCONDITIONALLY AND ALL INCLUSIVELY. I LOVE ALL OF YOU WITH DEEP COMPASSION FOR WE ALL HAVE BEEN HIT WITH SUCH UNCONSCIOUSNESS FROM AN UNFEELING WORLD. ❤️