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Nervous Breakdown

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Today started out well enough or at least normal.  I took my wife to work, came home and did my morning meditation, and then watched a video of the Dalai Lama from his visit to Louisville in 2013.

A little while ago I suddenly felt like I was having a nervous breakdown so I went to the park for a walk.  The park was cold, dreary, and lonely.  I saw one or two other people but mostly it was just the ducks, geese, and me.

When I got home there was a letter in my mail box encouraging me to plan my cremation now in order to beat future price increases.

What set off my momentary breakdown?  I can’t find my passport.  In 2005 I went to France and had to get a passport for the first time.  I haven’t needed it since so I stashed it somewhere and now I can’t find it.  I think I gave it to my wife a couple of years ago when we were thinking of going to Mexico.  However, she won’t own up to that so today I once again looked for it.  I have hundreds of books, containers full of pictures from my entire life, boxes of letters I have received over the years, and a number of hand written journals.  In other words I have personal possessions from my entire life stashed in closets, drawers, and possibly within the pages of books.  I seem to have everything except my passport.  I tell myself that all geniuses have clutter.  Someday when my granddaughter or someone else writes my biography they will appreciate all this documentation.

Today it has been one month since I retired.  The time has flown by.  I feel like I should be more productive but as I look around, the house seems trashed and I don’t have the energy to do anything about it.  I really want to take a nap.  I would also like the sun to shine and the temperature to warm up.  I don’t recommend retiring in the dead of winter.  My original plan was to do it in the spring.

I know today’s anxiety will pass.  I didn’t sleep well last night and this may all be due to that.  I think I will take that nap now….



Source: http://tiedyedmystic.blogspot.com/2018/02/nervous-breakdown.html


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