If these words apply to you, then they do… if they don’t, then they don’t…
You woke up today… distracted, unconscious and unaware and therefore… lost in your own life.
You started this day without peace.
You started this day on automatic.
You started this day barely thinking… you know you just had to get up…
You didn’t make an effort to connect with your soul.
You didn’t make an effort to connect with Creator.
You didn’t make an effort to connect with love.
You didn’t make an effort to connect with the present….
You forgot there is always enough time.
You forget there is always enough to share.
Before you even realize it… actually you don’t realize it, but you have pushed away much goodness, before the day even began.
You have “things you have to do”.
You have to “look good” (which is different from actually behaving in goodness).
You have to “go to work” (forgetting that playfulness gets you closer to your own power).
You have to “make shit happen” (forgetting that true flows of energy already exist).
You have to “work to pay for your things” (forgetting that they make you miserable).
You have no recollection that your thoughts are making for a very cold existence.
You probably wear sunglasses.
Oh you play with your phone lots! Fidgeting endlessly…
You live a lifestyle that you cannot afford, and yet long for a simpler way of life.
You have no sense of a natural style… you might even look like everyone else… or you have emulated the look of a celebrity… the point is, you prefer to show superficial attributes that are not your own.
Nature is almost like a ‘why bother’ at this point… you always talk about going there, but never make it.
You probably eat things all day, to fill the emptiness, not for actual nutrition.
You like it when people notice you, the only thing is, you have trouble looking them in the eyes.
You live, like a scared animal on a concrete planet.
You like to project an aura of importance, that is often expressed as “withholding love”.
You long for the very things you push away, every morning before you even get out of bed… you push away all your soul-utions.
Before you wake up, you push away the magic (don’t have time!).
You end your day filled with the fake thoughts that you accomplished something important today.
You may have remained in a perpetual cycle of non-evolution… for you spent this day, tending to your physical addictions.
You spent this day… judging many people… a day without gossip for you, is a boring day…
You are addicted to other people’s lives… your own soul has the least interest at this point.
You may passby homeless people, and clutch your money in your pocket, as if someone else is a thief in the mindgame you play with yourself.
You may want to be important to others, the only thing is, you are not living as if you are important, so it’s all pretend from here ain’t it?
You want people to desire you… the only thing is, because you started the day completely disconnected, the only thing people can connect with, is your superficiality… it’s all pretend from here ain’t it?
You spent this day… hiding your true nature from yourself and the world.
Of course, someone who lives such a lonely existence full of disconnect, requires entertainment.
You turned on the radio or tv or computer today, because you are lonely for true connection.
The only thing is… you push away true connection before you even start your day… and are addicted to having others tell you who you are, and how you should live, so that you can falsely feel good about fitting in.
You may be scared to be different, which is strange because every soul is different.
Oh, this has all been going on for numerous lifetimes… it is only now, you are getting a glimpse that there is another way…
There is now a great purging on the planet, of all that is ego, and all that is illusion….everybody is ultimately getting what they want… and yet, they are not… but they know it not, yet.
You expose yourself to news… and tsk tsk it, everyday in your habitual pattern… you do not see yourself as the one you have been waiting for.
But having and being guided by your true feelings, is foreign to you.
You are practically not even here… your consciousness is firmly rooted in anything that is NOT here… and you run movies and plays in your life about the past and future…endlessly.
You spend each day longing for love… with your lovecup empty, rather than full.
If Creator Has No Value In Your Life, You Walk As The Hungry And Lost
You may notice something… that those communities who have forgotten to value the shamanic world, are essentially not a peaceful bunch… there is lack of a real connection with anything… and as a result, people are in a bit of a quiet frenzy, to find meaning… as they look here and there, in the physical world, they find nothing but the emptiness and baggage… they point at others, and say those ones are the reason for the unrest… but that is not true… there is an overtone of suffering and illhealth… a sense of guilt overshadows their auras, for they know deep down inside, that they really do know better… but lack the will to serve Creator… pretending no one notices… pretending Creator doesn’t even exist! To the spiritual eye, they stand out, as the ones who are in need of healing, and often know it not… often they cannot look into the eyes of the awakened ones they judge… their eyes cast down, always looking away from those who have the real-eyes to see.