Joan Rivers

Q. I am absolutely broken hearted at the death of Joan Rivers. did she have any idea that anything like this would happen to her and was her passing easy for her and or acceptable? I would love your insight as always.
A.  [As I was looking at my requests, this stood out to me and I was compelled to answer it. I have seen some synchronicities and intuitive nudges toward this topic that I cannot ignore...]  
I see Joan Rivers as a very honest and outspoken person that didn’t really have a “filter” on what she said.  If she knew or thought something, she couldn’t NOT say it- it came out of her mouth and she dealt with the results whether it was good, bad or ugly.  She had a confidence about her, always looking forward, and never looking behind her- very direct and driven..  I also get that her family was more worried for her than she was, to the point they had discussions.  I visualize her children begging their mom (Joan) to tone it down and watch what she says, and then I hear Joan saying, “Don’t worry about me, there is nothing to worry about.”  Then I hear her laughing in her raspy voice.

Having said that, I get that she recently (within days of her death) upset some people in power with her opinions that she stated as facts.  Her comments were made in a joking way, but had a very serious undertone that were founded on some truth (too close to the truth), and that truth jeopardized and threaten people in power (the highest power).  She was in the know on certain things, not because they knew them to be 100% but rather through discussions with trusted people and her own observations.  

She was seen as someone that couldn’t and wouldn’t be controlled, and had to be quieted.  I also get that if her death was to be investigated, there would be many negligent actions leading up and during her final moments.  As if there was something that could have saved her, but the “timing” was off, or the item wasn’t “available” at the moment she needed it.  I have an image of her reaching up (could be literal or symbolic) trying to grab something that was out of reach, and the medical staff knew it and ignored it for a few moments, and responded intentionally too late. There was something negligent and intentional about this.  

I also get that Joan got some of her “privy” information from medical staff that she had in common with this “person in power” and that is how she got her information.  It wasn’t a doctor that they had in common, but rather a medical staff person that slipped in revealing confidential information… I also get that medical staff person has since “passed away” too.  The nature of how this went down, and the remaining medical staff taking blame was part of the punishment for the leak in information- I get the remaining medical team has to “take their lumps” for the breach of information in exchange for their lives.

In closing, I do see Joan is at peace.  At the moment she passed, I see her joking in some way as her soul separated from her physical body.. She was saying something about looking great, and talking about having a certain outfit with a special color of lipstick at her funeral?? I hear her laughing and also keep seeing a smile.

And that is all I have for this reading. Thank you.