by Brian Thompson
Everything—absolutely everything—happens all of a sudden.
Investigate into the nature of your own experiences. Find out what is true, for you. Even if you anticipate something, does it not still happen all of a sudden? One moment something is not, the next moment it is. Each passing second forever blooms into the next, leaving behind only the memory of what once was.
In truth, nothing truly is, since all things are merely transitioning from nothing to something, from here to there, between this and that, and back to nothing.
The nature of all things is spontaneous, inevitable, and impermanent; including every thought, every emotion, every sensation, every perception, every experience, every memory, and every moment.
All things are done and undone, all of a sudden.
Your spontaneous aware presence that is cognizing these very words is also mysteriously happening, here and now. However, it alone is the only unchanging aspect throughout your entire life. Every experience registers within this field of unbroken awareness, as it alone is the illuminating light behind all that becomes known to you. In fact, “your” awareness is not separate from you; it IS “you”—impersonally.
All that seems to be happening, all of a sudden, is revealed to you—as an aspect of pure awareness—within your unmoving, unchanging, infinite presence of spontaneous knowing.
All of a sudden, a thought appeared to you. All of a sudden, you were thirsty. All of a sudden, you sneezed. All of a sudden, you got up and stretched. All of a sudden, your arm was itchy. All of a sudden, there was a knock on the door. All of a sudden, a gust of wind blew the gate open. All of a sudden, the phone rang. All of a sudden, it started to rain. All of a sudden, a new opportunity presented itself. All of a sudden, a car came out of nowhere. All of a sudden, you found yourself overreacting to an unexpected situation. All of a sudden, you felt grumpy. All of a sudden, you found yourself smiling as you gazed out the window. All of a sudden, you were talking with a stranger. All of a sudden, you were forty-five years old. All of a sudden, you have a bad back. All of a sudden, you no longer enjoy what you used to love. All of a sudden, your childhood hero died. All of a sudden, the world isn’t how it used to seem.
No matter how cautious or prepared you might be, nothing can ever prevent whatever spontaneously happens all of a sudden. What is, is. You cannot argue with what already is, so why bother? Allow, accept, embrace, and be fully present with whatever is, here and now.
Hang on to nothing, as nothing truly is.
And this is true freedom—being free from the mind’s desire to control the uncontrollable.
To integrate this understanding into our lives, you must inquire deeper into the temporary nature of being. You must first see through life’s illusion before you can free yourself from its false drama. You must realize that nothing is as it seems.
What does it mean, “to be”? Does it not also mean, “to not be”? Being and non-being are interdependent. Similarly, every moment bleeds into the next, blurring the lines of what is, and what is not. In other words, you can only know what is, by its relativity to what is not. The two seemingly separate states are forever entangled. In truth, the two—being and non-being—are one.
From nothing, comes the appearance of something.
The appearance of any thing’s is-ness, however, is not what it seems. What is, is never constant, nor permanent. What is, is nothing but a brief appearance—an image arising within awareness.
Indeed, some things do appear to last longer than others, which creates an impression of permanence, consistency, stability, durability, and reliability, but this remains as nothing but an illusion, thanks to the mind’s dualistic concept of space and time. Regardless, what is has no foundation for permanence outside of the awareness that perceives it.
What is, cannot be without your awareness to distinguish it from what isn’t. Therefore, the underlying essence of all that is, is what isn’t—and what isn’t, is nothing but the emptiness of unfettered consciousness.
What can we deduct from this? Spontaneity is the river of life!
Embodying this undeniable truth is to awaken from the dream of egoic delusion.
If you resist what is inherently spontaneous (which is everything), you cause yourself to suffer, which is why “letting go of attachments” is one of the most important spiritual teachings there is. To cling to anything is to suffer—regardless of whether it’s your possessions, your relationships, your sense of self, your career, your beliefs, your thoughts, or even your emotions. To be truly free in life you must liberate yourself from the illusion of how the world appears.
You must go beyond appearances.
You must surrender yourself to the current of the ever-flowing stream of reality that is your Self—a reality that forever unfolds, all of a sudden.
This, here and now, is all there is, and all that you see is you. Not your thoughts, not your feelings, not your knowledge, nor your memory of this moment, but just your awareness ofThis, of what presently Is. You are this present moment’s presence of awareness that is happening here and now, all of a sudden—you are nothing more. You are That which encompasses the entire field of the conscious sentience which you now perceive.
To define “your” life is to limit it, and to limit it is to create false beliefs which become the source of all dissatisfaction.
You imagine your pain. You imagine your suffering. After all, who is suffering? It is only the ego! It is only the false self who has attached its image of itself onto something which isn’t truly there.
In truth, you are the bliss underneath all misperceptions! Your freedom could not be any closer; you only need to disbelieve what you think you already know.
Let’s be clear—nothing in life is truly yours. Remember, you are awareness—never forget this. How can awareness own or possess anything? Awareness is the suchness of this natural knowingness that you are—a knowingness that perpetually happens, all of a sudden.
What is there to suffer? And, to whom does this suffering appear? You are the unchanging awareness in which all things spontaneously rise and fall! Nothing stays—except your attachment to the false by-products of imagination.
The absolute reality is that you are this moment, and this moment is infinite and eternal—as are you. You are forever one with this spontaneous moment that is continually happening all of a sudden. In truth, you are unlimited by any notion or idea—and yet, you appear to be. And such is the paradox of being lost within your own dream.
Nothing truly is, outside of this ever-present awareness in which every experience appears.
No longer overlook the only constant in your life—your aware Self. Point attention towards awareness and not to the false egoic world created by the mind. As you rest effortlessly in this pure knowledge of Self, in self-awareness of awareness, know that you are home. There is nothing left to search for—you, awareness, are the creator of the entire universe. You are bliss itself. You are the Absolute Reality.
You, this Awareness that is unborn and deathless, which forever Is, which has no beginning and no end, are that which gives the illusion of birth to all seeming things. Without you, Awareness, there would be no consciousness to perceive the nature of whatever seems to happen, which always happens, all of a sudden. You are the creator.
Rely only upon the Self, pure Awareness. Any safety, comfort, or security that is conceptualised outside of your Self—in the world of physical or mental form—is a delusion. You, as you believe yourself to be, do not exist. You are a Presence, for sure, but you are not the personalized body or mind—this is a misperception created by the mind’s duality. There is nothing personal whatsoever, which means there is nothing you need to protect or defend. You only need to stop believing yourself to be something that you are not.
You are the totality of every experience—not you, the person; you, the presence. All of sudden, every experience happens, of which you are aware. You are indivisible from any experience as every experience consists of the very same thing as you—awareness.
You and what you perceive are one—Awareness—this is the non-duality of being.
You are this Awareness, here and now. Liberate yourself from believing yourself to be an individual that is somehow separate from the world, from others, and from every experience. No longer believe yourself to be limited to the body and mind.
Become unbound. Simplify.
Abide in your natural inner stillness, the aware silence of Self. Know yourself as Presence, as a field of infinite, non-discriminating present-knowingness, through which all things come and go, all of a sudden.