Crabs and Lobsters

I am a mother of four in my mid 30′s and I have been told that I have some psychic abilities, mainly psychometry, paranormal, and lately remote viewing. Things come to me in the form of pictures in my mind, feelings and impressions, and sometimes sounds. I typically get them when asked to focus on specific objects or events. I clear my mind, think of the question or object and this blog is an example of what I get. This blog is a way for me to organize all my thoughts. The following are a list of several questions, so I will break them down individually: 

Q. What exactly do crabs and lobsters go through physically and mentally when they’re boiled in water to be eaten? 
A.  I get as the water gets hotter, the protein components (muscles and protein coating surrounding nerves) start to slowly swell.  As this happens, their neurons become inflamed, causing a numbing effect.  I understand this is why the do not try to escape the boiling water, and the longer they are in it, the more docile they become because they lose their sensations (both motor and sensory).  Mentally, they feel as if they are falling asleep.

Q. Did they agree to this life and death before birth / have a contract? 
A. All living things, including crabs and lobsters agree to their life.  

Q. How aware are they of their life, that they’re about to die for food, is it similar to how a human would experience it? 

A. I see as their spirit leaves their tiny body, it looks to expand as it moves upward.  I can’t see that they look at the “why” part of why they died, but instead they look focused on the next thing.  They look to be constantly moving forward, and don’t stop to look back (or even down).

Humans have a different perspective at death because they experience emotion (even in a spiritual sense).  Humans also expand (like the 3D body holds them in, and once the pass they can finally stretch their being out), and that expansion looks to fill (most times) with love, which is the highest vibration.  This vibration is healing and comforting at the time they pass, and is the reason that some stay behind to guide and protect.  

Q. I think because they can lose a leg and grow it back people think maybe they don’t experience pain like us, is that true? 
A.  I hear that pain, in part, is a sense of perception.  To them, it is life.  But, if you were to put a human in that situation, we have different set of metrics in which we gauge pain, so it would be horrific.

Q. Do crabs and lobsters have empathy or just some basic survival skills? 
A.  It does feel very basic.  This life path involves the beauty of survival without the clouded distractions of anything else.  I hear to some this sounds very primal (and would be miserable), but image living life for the purpose of just living.  It is your only goal, the only worry you have.  No distractions, no judgement and no rational mind telling you that something cannot be done. I actually see their life as very peaceful.

Q. Does being a meat-eater put any kind of negative karma on you especially if the animal died in fear or sadness?
A. You can take in the animal’s emotions that they experienced during their death.  It is important to also realize that you can take in the energy of someone processing fruits and veggies too (for example, if you have an angry worker yanking down bananas, or if a person in the strawberry field got into an argument, etc).  Regardless of what you are eating, give thanks and gratitude to the food that gave up it’s life force to nourish your body.  Doing so allows you to put positive intentions into the food that you are consuming.

And that is all I have for this reading.  Thank you.  Love and light-