My Angels and Life's Purpose

Some people feel called to some higher purpose in life.  I understand this perfectly, except that I don’t say that I am called.  I use a word about myself that I don’t really enjoy using because it implies some kind of superiority, but let me assure you, the reader, that I feel burdened at times by a heavy responsibility I claim to have to my Angels.  For this, I am chosen and there is nothing I can do to either change God’s mind nor can I change my direction in life.  I continue to say that I am chosen for a specific time with a specific Message with a specific purpose.  In a sense, every true believer is chosen to prepare the way for the coming of the Messiah.  But in my case, what I have been chosen to do isn’t necessarily a choice I would have made on my own.  In fact, only some kind of psychotic would suggest that he or she is chosen by Angels.  I understand this perfectly.  But really, if one wants to know the meaning of life, it is found in living and letting others live.  The meaning of life is found in knowing that EVERY Human Life is sacred having been created by God Himself.  No one comes into being unless it IS the will of God for a person to exist.

My purpose as I see it really is a one-dimensional purpose.  I have been given a Message that I believe WILL prepare the way for the coming of the Messiah.  There is NOTHING I can do to change this course that has been given to me.  In fact, I COULD walk away from all I claim my Angels told me and deny their very existence.  But in light of what I have written so far in this blog and in light of all I have said to others about my experience with Angels, it would be impossible for me to undo what I have been doing for the past 23 years.  In fact, I have given up other paths in life just for my Angels.  I really believed what my Angels did for me really didn’t matter in the grand scheme of things.  And for sixteen and a half years of those 23 years, I kept my Angels almost totally to myself, except that a few knew.  In fact, I really had to decide what I would do with this experience not having shared that experience with anyone but a few.  I didn’t think I could take my Angels into a church experience.  I tried once, and really, it was in my thinking utter failure because for two years I kept asking myself why I was a part of a church.  And the answer came to me that if I had to ask  myself every Sunday morning why I was there, then in fact, it wasn’t a place where I belonged.  I felt that way about a number of things I did in life.  I just didn’t believe my Angels could be a part of anything bigger than myself.  This sounds egotistical, but the fact is, one, I didn’t know what to do with them, and two, I knew I was different from most everyone I knew.  I didn’t want to get close to people thinking that in doing so, I would reveal something about my Angels I wasn’t ready to discuss.  And to some degree this is true of myself even to this day.

Being chosen has its burdens.  There is no question about that.  And being given a Message from Angels made me believe that I was on God’s time schedule and not that of my own making.  The Message prepares the way for the coming of the Messiah which is a task I have already begun.  There is nothing I can do to change my direction in life.   I don’t claim to be called.  I have been walking to the beat of a different drummer, probably all my life.  But at least I  know the beat and at least I know what I am doing.  I am Brother Ralphie writing for My Angels from The Angels of Life Institute.  Peace. Brother Ralphie works from his study for the promotion of Peaceful living and inner Peace with God. He calls this the “Sanctity of Human Life Movement.”