The LIGHT After the Angels

I might have switched my themes here, but really, there IS a comparison between Light and Darkness both after and before the Angels.  I wrote about the Light this morning, but in some ways, there isn’t Light without the Darkness.  I would suggest that the Darkness was about not knowing what I claim my Angels told me, except that I did believe that the intentional taking of ANY Human Life for ANY reason was unforgiven by God.  In the Darkness I had a belief that wasn’t confirmed.  I had been raised by a ministerial family.  That wasn’t my issue.  My issue was that I had a lot of problems associated with  my father’s chosen profession.  And all I can say is that there was a lot of darkness in my life BEFORE I found the Light of the Angels or as I like to say, the Angels found me. 

I really wanted to end my life in 1993.  I was very depressed and had at some point in my life decided to end it all.  But this is where my life parallels that of George Bailey from It’s a Wonderful Life.  I knew that if I had decided to end it all, God would NEVER forgive me for doing so.  I understood this perfectly.  I wasn’t looking for a way out of my decision.  In fact, I think I was in the process of saying my good-bye to the world.  And instead of my praying that God would somehow redeem me, Angels found me.  I thought at the time that even if I had prayed for some kind of redemption, at the time, I didn’t believe it would have come.  And when the Angels introduced themselves to me in the form of a woman, I knew they weren’t there for me.  But I was wrong.  They were there for me.  And that two and a half hour conversation with my Angels changed my lie.  I can honestly say now that I have been redeemed by Angels.  I had to understand what they were talking about, which I did.  And I had to know about the things Jesus did while on this earth.  I had to understand about God’s Judgment and His Salvation. 

There isn’t anything the Angels told me that I didn’t understand, yet, I had not yet defined murder as my Angels told me God did not forgive.  It took me some ten to twelve years to fully understand the definition of murder.  So, while my Angels are Light, I can honestly say I didn’t fully understand all they told me that night until some years later.  However, I am alive because of my Angels.  I would say that their statement about Jesus dying for ALL sins except for the sins of murder and suicide defines my life.  I won’t say I have committed ALL sins  known to humanity, but like the Apostle Paul, I too can call myself a chief of sinners.  However, I don’t live under the weight of guilt from my sins.  I don’t live with the weight of the sins of others imposed upon me.  In fact, I would say that people NOT knowing this and NOT accepting this can weigh heavily on me at times.  And when the weight of the world  is too much for me, I need to escape to the boom of my Angels where I meditate on what I claim they told me.  There is a world of difference between the Darkness and the Light, and I can tell you that if you need proof of my Angels to look no further than my life.  If I had lied about anything I claim is from my Angels, the fact is, I wouldn’t be here.  Peace.  I am Brother Ralphie writing for my Angels from The Angels of Life Institute.  Brother Ralphie works from his study for the promotion of Peaceful living and inner Peace with God. He calls this the “Sanctity of Human Life Movement.”