My Life with My Angels

My Angels have been my life for about 24 and a half years.  I didn’t talk about my Angels with most anyone for the first sixteen and a half years, when I decided to go public with my Angels.  I don’t want to discuss my mental health, but really, I didn’t want people to think that because of my Angels, I am not quite right upstairs.  It took me a long time to learn that it doesn’t matter what anyone thinks in regard to my Angels.  When I first went public with my Angels, I couldn’t deal with it.  It literally took me years to learn that when it comes to my Angels, I do what I do and God has to do the rest.  It took me a long time to learn that my Angels and people’s acceptance of my Angels were God’s problems and not mine.  And this is 100% true.  I had to learn this.  I almost wish now that I had been more vocal about my Angels earlier on.  But I was working on gaining support from the few people who knew, but couldn’t accept my Angels.  Now, I have done my work completing what I felt needed to be done.  And really, I think age has a lot to do with living with my Angels and not worrying about what ANYONE thinks.  I say what I feel must be said and once I say it, I don’t worry about it.

I don’t lose sleep over what I either say here or don’t say here.  I don’t worry about what I either say verbally or don’t say verbally.  My Angels are in ALL things in my life.  I interpret life events through my experience with my Angels.  For example, I have said that I avoid funerals as much as I can.  But there are times when I think that my presence is important for the living.  However, God understands this about me and I never worry about what God thinks in regard to anything I either do or don’t do.  It’s people that can drive me nuts.

But I have a problem when I am around people, particularly in churches.  I pick up what I call “vibes” from people in close proximity.  It’s not so much about crowds.  I have been in crowds where this doesn’t happen.  But I have learned that it happens mostly in churches where I visit.  And this psychic ability can overwhelm me to a great degree.  I don’t like the feeling of being overwhelmed by a group of people, particularly in the context of churches.  It’s not what I am thinking about what people are thinking about me, but what people are thinking in general.  Churches are more intimate settings than just being in a crowded subway in NY City, for example.  I don’t have to worry about seeing these people again.  But even sometimes I am able to pick up on vibes of complete strangers if I am in close proximity for a longer period of time.  I really can’t explain this, but while I use the word “psychic,” it’s the best word available.  Some people can read auras of others.  I don’t quite think of it this way.  I am in tune with the feelings of people.  If I think about it too much when I am in crowds, I can become quite overwhelmed.  So, I tune myself out when I am in crowds.  It’s just an ability I have developed to protect my mental well-being.  But I have had this ability long before there were Angels in my life.  It’s just that now, those senses are heightened like they weren’t before.

I can write more about my life with my Angels and I will.  But this is just a general cursory overview of what my life has been like since my experience with my Angels.  I don’t like to say I am psychic about people and strangers.  And I don’t read auras.  I can just sense what people are feeling and negative emotions can really have an impact on my mental well-being.  It’s why I try to be around people as little as possible.  Frankly, I prefer solitude.  It’s how I keep my mental balance.  Peace.  I am Brother Ralphie writing for my Angels from The Angels of Life Institute.  Brother Ralphie works from his study for the promotion of Peaceful living and inner Peace with God. He calls this the “Sanctity of Human Life Movement.”