It Took a While

It wasn’t easy for me to figure out what to do with my experience with my Angels.  It’s not something that would fit neatly onto a resume of ANY kind!  I had to learn living with the experience.  This is partly why a lot of people who have paranormal experiences of the most unusual kind simply drop out of society.  Their experiences don’t fit in with the norms.  My Angels didn’t either.  It took me literally years to figure out how to define “murder.”  I have defined it in my own terms, but as someone told me it is the most consistent definition there is. 

I say this because while I was learning, I needed some money knowing that it wouldn’t be possible to invest myself in a career.  My Angels WERE a distraction from everything I did.  And I encountered people who HAD indeed intentionally taken Human Life.  I didn’t want those people to know how God will judge them.  I learned that I HAD to shelter myself from SOME people.  It I were to hire people to work for what I do as Brother Ralphie, I could only have a non-profit because I HAVE to discriminate between those who are innocent and those who are not.  And then I could only have people on my staff who believe in all I have been saying.  Therefore, I am a staff of one.  It’s all I CAN be!  I don’t expect ONE single solitary person to accept the theology and the experience of my Angels.  I have told my wife this and she says that I don’t know what I have done for my Angels.  And in a way, she’s right.  I don’t know what I have done for my Angels. 

I will close this post by saying that my path in life has indeed been a very lonely path.  But a lot of my effort for some seventeen years was simply to convince one person of my experience.  I finally succeeded and THAT is when I decided to go public with my Angels.  Now, my Angels are such a distraction in my life that I just can’t focus on most anything else.  My Angels are a part of me in everything I do and in everywhere I go.  I am never separate from my Angels.  If I feel disconnected from my Angels in any way, I can become very depressed by living in this world.  I need all the time I have to have to stay connected to my Angels.  In this sense, being Brother Ralphie IS a full-time job.  He is what I do and he is all that I am.  In some ways, I wouldn’t wish my path in life on anyone!  But in other ways, if I didn’t have this path chosen for me, I wouldn’t be here.  Peace.  I am Brother Ralphie writing for my Angels from The Angels of Life Institute. Brother Ralphie works from his study for the promotion of Peaceful living and inner Peace with God. He calls this the “Sanctity of Human Life Movement.”