The Average Citizen is afraid to go to the Hospital

I am an average citizen, who has app[lied for Social Security, due to my inability to work , from well documented medical conditions. I woke up this morning and I literally can’t move, and am in excruciating pain, but am unable to go to the doctor, due to not having any medical insurance.

 I was a hard working American, and I carried Health Insurance on myself, and my family, then I suffered a debilitating injury,m and became unable to work, and unable to support myself or my family. It has been nearly a year and a half since I started the Social Security Application Process, which is rife with denials. IO see healthy people cashing their checks all the time, but I , who have documented serious medical problems, am denied, medical coverage, money to live on, everything… and I am told by my lawyers it cdould be another year before my case is before a Social Security Judge.. Are you serrious?