The Meeting

A few weeks before my visit to Montauk, I receieved an email from a long time reader of Luminosity who had originally found my blog by searching out a key phrase that landed him at a particular post.  After several exchanges I called him and we began to talk in depth about certain things related to this blog as well as what I had covered in Luminiosity.  By further talking it was clear that we knew many of the same people and very likely met each other in person at an event in 2005.   

I made the decision to stop and meet with him on my way out to Montauk because he felt that there were things that I should know that he would rather communicate to me in person. Some of it I will cover in this post, but most of it I will not.  Our meeting, to be sure, was incredibly interesting and dealt with very unpopular topics, some that would make most “sensible” people squirm.  In essence a great deal of it dealt with ancient human migrations, the Solutrean hypothesis, and a far stranger topic dealing with the point of migration from the intelligible world into the physical domain.  Keep in mind that the ”Forms” of this intelligible world (if you read the link) include the Seraphs of a human being, its “fullness” before being born into this world in a state of profound ignorance, in a sense a mere puppet.  This lead to further discussion about the real meaning of negative blood types, a topic I very rarely like to discuss because my understanding of it wasn’t exactly solid before our conversation.   One of the most interesting parts of our dialogue dealt with dreams and how they are the physical self’s way of processing the experiences of its Seraph in the intelligible world.  According to him dreams disguise an entirely different reality with images. The further we self-cultivate, the more these dreams are no longer dreams but literal excursions into an entirely different world that is more real than the physical domain because it both upholds and precedes the physical.  I had already come to this same conclusion early last year after beginning to literally see through these images and catch glimpses into an entirely different reality. 

For my new friend, the only real conspiracy that exists in the modern world is the conspiracy of language, and the control of human language by the representatives of world dissolution.  What he was ultimately saying is that people are growing too afraid to speak and this is why language is under the control of a modern priesthood that controls it and supresses it.  They do this by attaching stigma to words and ideas and even gained considerably more power post 911.  Needless to say it didn’t take him very long to reveal how this works (the metaphysical aspect as well as the gross aspect) and convince me that this is one of the most supressed truths out there today.  If one ever goes on youtube to read the comments, the reality of how little control we have over language slaps you in the face. It isn’t just on youtube it is everywhere.  Language degenerates proportionally to the process of solidification in the creative cycle of the physical domain.   In a word, we are doomed because language functions as a kind of bridge to the intelligible world.  When coherent thoughts and ideas can no longer be structured, maneuvering ones way through their own being becomes almost impossible.  I am not really talking about written language here, I am talking more about expression in general and our ability to formulate and contemplate both ourselves and the world around us.

The most important part of the conversation, at least at the time, dealt with Montauk specifically. He confided to me that he had been to Montauk ten years earlier, but has never been back.  According to him when he arrived there something in him had changed.  While he had seen the building I write about on this blog, it did not give him the same vibe it has given me.  He believed that Montauk, to the right person, becomes the doorway to what he termed, “The Noetic Universe” a term he did NOT take from Dean Radin or Dan Brown.  He described the sensation of being there as spontaneous existence, a feeling that there was no delay in his thinking process or actions.  Everything was exactly as it was supposed to be.  This is the natural state of beings in the intelligible world, where the process of embodiment or Tolma does not pull one into the limitations of time and space.  I have also covered this state in previous posts here and elsewhere.

Without getting too detailed about this meeting, I will only say that this individual offered up his own criticism of my writing, which was duly noted.  As I try to make clear on this blog, my understanding has always been a work in progress and I strongly suspect that it always will be.  The harsh reality of life in this world is that there is no absolute truth that the limitations of the human condition can possess in totality.  This doesn’t mean that a person shouldn’t aspire to it anyway.  Fighting a battle you know you will inevitably lose is one of the most honorable acts a human being can ever participate in.  In fact, that is exactly what life in this world is.