A Quick Note

I think it goes without saying that I have a dismal opinion of people in general.  This dismal opinion comes from spending years getting to know people that had an interest in the things I write about, but were never willing to go where it took them.  The real issue is that these things I write about are actually at the center of everything.  Avoiding them (fear, death, etc.) amounts to avoiding ones self.

The problem with the internet is that it has the tendency to be a very poor medium for communication.  Since this blog began I have had more people than I can count write to me a few times and abruptly get pissed off and tell me in so many words that I am worthless.  Never mind that I would sometimes spend hours answering their questions or go out of my way to personally clarify something I wrote in an earlier post for them. 

A few days ago I finally decided to end these pseudo-friendships and dialogues once and for all.  I closed down all email addresses and with a few exceptions have decided to not engage in these types of associations ever again. As an added precaution I have also closed down comments permanently on this blog.  While I appreciate my readers very much, I have learned that the ones that I like the most (like my reader in Atlanta who has been with me the longest) are the ones that don’t make a spectacle of themselves.  Unlike many bloggers that could care less about their readers,  I did the best I could to answer every email I had received and give them the time they deserved.  In several cases when these emails or comments were truly meaningful I addressed them with a post of their own.   But I have to make an admission here.  The new age community, which includes contactees, abductees, and even researchers is so deeply splintered to their soul through years of manipulation and social engineering that attempting to introduce them to initiatory modes of thinking has become nearly impossible.  I have not forgotten that this is the Kali Yuga.  

This blog is now headed in a very treacherous direction.  I am about to get into the very meat of the initiatic journey because that is simply where it must go.  It is not that I believe that this blog can do anything to change the world.  It can’t.  Not with a small handful of readers.  I simply understand that what I am going to write in the coming days will reach the people it has to reach.  For the rest it will not matter.  They have already made up their minds that I am wrong.  Needless to say my upcoming posts will be difficult for a lot of people to accept.  Many will never return here again.  But this blog has never been about popularity or garnering the support of researchers and personalities in the modern realm of innovative spiritual ideas.

I will begin with my second trip to Montauk and move forward from there.