That Unspeakable Evil

Enter The Words Of Wonder And The Spirit Of Desolation

I have always held it firmly in mind that there was an unspeakable evil that makes any possibility of oneness, as commonly understood, an impossibility, especially for me.  I have said in the past that if oneness as the new age movement has expressed it is the ultimate reality, I would willingly accept oblivion and the infinite surrender of my own personality.  That is how much I loathe the very idea of it.  Vaughan-lee has the tendency to use new age, feel-good words and catch phrases, but he actually says nothing. This is a common tactic that is used to hypnotize and throw people off.  If a personality sounds smart, speaks kindly and softly, it automatically makes him or her “enlightened” or more believable than a cantankerous individual like myself.  Add a white robe and some loose fitting white pants and you got yourself a guru.  However, some times good guys don’t wear white.  In the case of Vaughan-lee you may see a kindly non-confrontational man, but beneath the facade, you would be quite surprised to find what is actually there.  While you cannot quite see it yet, the days are fast approaching when you will see it quite clearly.  I assure you that everything that is taking place today is not what it appears to be, especially in the domain of spirituality.

The more these key words are used, the more they throw off the human mind and perception.  While people attempt to understand “oneness”, the more the subtle talk of ”spiritual evolution” “new ages” and other social engineering ideas are put into the human mind.  These ideas have always been a means to manipulate the way people think.  When a society is no longer spiritually homogeneous it becomes split in half and every house that is divided eventually goes to war.  There are no exceptions to that rule. The idea of “unity in diversity” and “equality” is a myth.  In the case of Vaughan-lee he degenerates the idea of oneness even further than normal by making it a strictly telluric matter and reducing it to a mere “life force”. In all of his online interviews, he repeats this same message, which is nothing more than a means to infect human souls with docility.  You will eventually begin to notice that men like this are not looking for equals, they are looking for followers even though they don’t blatantly advertise the fact.

Now to make such a bold claim that “we are all one” means that on the most fundamental level of being there is no difference between a genuinely compassionate person and a psychopath.  In a word, there is nothing that separates us from that unspeakable evil that I will finally have an opportunity to explain in this series.  Through this “oneness” lens the sacred and profane become mingled, the pure becomes impure and both are consumed into an impersonal oneness.  According to this philosophy (though the modern guru never has the sand to admit it) God enjoys murder, rape, and every other evil in between because they somehow ”express” his divinity in multiplicity.  Even worse, God in this philosophy of oneness is so incomplete that he must experience life in the physical domain to become complete or whole.  Not once can the spokesmen and women of this modern philosophy of death express clearly and logically how something that is utterly sacred beyond words giving forth life, beauty, and uniqueness from non-being, can be incomplete or lacking in some quality.  The stunning reality is that their philosophy, and the subtle tongue that delivers it is as old as Eden.

If you accept this view of “God expressing himself in multiplicity” you cannot say God is good when evil is just as much a part of the equation of reality.  So either there is a gaping maw between man and god that is eternal and can never be crossed, or the very word “God” is meaningless since God can be no better than what this world is at any given moment.  To frame this another way, either God is Holy and man is profane or God is profane and so too is man and the universe.  Pay attention now because this is where the oneness philosophy truly fails the test:  if God is incomplete, all hope is forever lost and nothing can be as good or evil as it is at the present moment.  I view this oneness philosophy as the final assumption of evil before a major catastrophe comes to clean the slate.  But I’m putting it too kindly now.  There is going to be a bloodbath of the likes we have never before seen.  We are not immune to the march of time and the current that rips, tears, and rends the world apart. 

We are witnessing the spirit of desolation taking this world by force. When I have brought this up to others, they have attempted to reassure me that “it’s all in your head” or perhaps “maybe you are the one that is depressed and are viewing the world through a bleak lens.”  The issue was that I wasn’t the only one that noticed it.  Others did as well.

The one ability I have had from the time I was very young, which has never steered me wrong, was being able to see that spirit of desolation consuming an area and those that live there.  This “spirit” always appeared as a subtle darkness on the streets and sidewalks as well as “spots” I can see scattered throughout the architecture.  I first began to experience this in 1986 and it has become more pronounced as the years go on. These days, even areas that used to have a peaceful feel have become bleak and infested. People are not what they used to be because they are covered in these same subtle dark spots.  This effect is far worse in major cities than it is in small towns. The reason is that when a million or more minds are exuding spiritual disease, the physical environment will be affected.  It is affected first on the subtle level but eventually when it enters the physical it manifests as high crime, mental illness, economic distress, poverty, depression, hostility and violence.

In the last year or so, this obvious spirit of desolation has spread.. It gains more momentum as the days pass on.  It has been within the last year that people I have known for many years have begun to turn for the worse.  I personally know good people that have done things that were unthinkable only a few years back.  Where some of them were once very respectable, they have become drunks who view duty of any sort as a burden, particularly their own children.  Even those I had known as “elders” from my youth have fallen into deep depression and have contemplated suicide.

For sixteen years or better I have been on my guard.  I have watched things slowly grow dimmer and dimmer.  My closest friends have long told me that my outlook is bleak.  I ran into one of these individuals a couple months ago and he attempted to sell me the shoes off of his feet because he was dead broke.  I think he finally understood what I had told him earlier.  All types of subtle evils have invaded the temporal-spatial domain.  Since our ability to see into the subtle domain is lacking, most people have no clue what is taking place and how this breakdown is actually trickling in from the imaginal.  This crisis will shortly pass into the visible spectrum of the temporal-spatial domain and manifest more potently.  Probably in less than one year.  Mental illness will manifest in the physical world as something so unbelievably evil and dark that many will decide they no longer wish to live. We have given that unspeakable evil full access to ourselves and this world through our inability to simply be decent and honorable people who could adapt or conform in some meaningful way to the divine.  Instead of doing the right thing we have attempted to deceive ourselves through all sorts of mental trickery to impose our personal will upon the divine.

Chicago has now had over 430 murders this year?  It is more dangerous on the south side of Chicago than it is in Afghanistan?  And in some places, human animals can treat children like garbage and simply throw them away when they are done.  Autumn, who was murdered for bicycle parts, looks almost identical to one of my daughters.  So much so that when I showed her picture to my youngest daughter she thought it was her older sister.  But if we think about this for too long we might get cancer, so lets get back to sunshine and lollipops, or aliens and synchronicity whatever the case may be.   Maybe the mediation group over at unknowncountry or the global consciousness project can somehow steer us in the right direction and divert the catastrophe that is now in the air.  All they have to do is think happy thoughts and all the bad things will just start to magically disappear.  Or maybe we can just divert more attention away from the consuming dark by simply burying our heads in blogs, comic books, video games, and making a name for ourselves on the internet by selling all types of spiritual bullshit that requires very little of our precious time and effort.

Or maybe we can just get real and understand that humanity has been undergoing a process degeneration for more than 5000 years.  A process that is about to reach its conclusion.  Finally, we can finally stop lying to ourselves about how wise people were in the past or how wise they will become in the future through modern technology.  The tide is quickly turning and technology is nothing without the money that fuels its progression.  The money has begun to run out and so has mankind’s sanity.  We are NOT at a crossroads moment nor are we entering a state of radical transformation as the modern gurus of the new age have informed us.  There is no such thing as a photon belt and there is no proper orientation in finding a “galactic center”.  All of these things are lies.  All of our sincerely held ideas of what has been and what will be are about to be turned upside down.