This is my journey of discovery in this amazing thing called Life. I became a Christian in the mid 1970s basically because I felt no love from parents, both of whom came from families with strong Freemasonry backgrounds.
I was attracted to the people in a local church because I felt genuine love from them and, even better, unconditional love from God. I devoted myself to reading the Bible and I dedicated my life to God and have spent my whole adult life as a “missionary” in various parts of the world and engaged in spiritual warfare. However, I never really “got” Church, but hey, that’s all there is, isn’t there?
Anyway, I married a wonderful christian young lady, lets call her Alicia, towards the end of the 1980s in a Church. Six months later, she broke her back and she was forced to spend as much as 80% of each lying down day.
So I was effectively married to someone who couldn’t work and who was told couldn’t have kids. Anyway, it wasn’t easy as you can imagine but I loved this girl so much, that I would do anything for her.
The Lord gave Alicia amazing strength of character and she did the only thing she could do which was pray and read the Bible. Anything like paid employment or going to Church was out of the question.
When we did go to Church, all people did was look down on Alicia for being ill or pray for her healing or tell her that she lacked faith for thinking she was down and depressed. No way!!! In our strange tragicomedy of a life, we rejoiced in the Lord. He even gave us two wonderful kids who have virtually left home. (Alicia still can’t even carry a bag of sugar or even get dressed by herself. So it is my privilege to act as her carer.)
The plot thickens. I nearly died just before Christmas 2014 due to a serious blood problem. I needed five major operations to finally get through. The Lord gave me some more time to live and since then, my eyes have been opened to all the evil happening in the world.
SATAN
All this stuff about NWO/9-11/Technocracy and the power of Satan and his powers and principalities became real to me. I can’t believe that, for 40 years as a Bible-believing christian, I didn’t realize that a) Conspiracy Theories and actually Conspiracy Fact and that b) the existing Church is virtually a God-free zone, c) God is at work in people in other religions and none, d) the depth of oppression of women by men (not just by me, but also the vast majority of other males throughout history) and d) all the stuff that they pump into people at Theology schools is just what we now call “feeding the Beast” as it makes slaves of people who are snagged by it.
The orthodox church threw out God in 300AD! He is doing something new, something different, something intangible OUTSIDE the church, which is where enlightened people like you come in, shedding light in a dark and darkening world.
This is just MY journey so far. What is much more important to me is YOUR journey, because I am just a fellow traveller, on a quest to understand the Truth. God is Truth. “You will know the Truth and the Truth will set you free” John 8v32
So where to we go from here, folks? Not fully sure, but here are a few thoughts:
1) Mediate on God and on the Bible daily (especially the Song of Songs and the Book of Revelation). As He is in charge of the battle and He has the ultimate victory. We do not need to be afraid.
2) Love everyone we meet unconditionally every day….yes, everyone, even if they are a pain in the backside!
3) BEWARE of anything electronic such as mobile phones and the internet as they can cloud our karma with the Lord and with our loved ones.
4) Enjoy and look after Nature, the Lord’s gift to us.
5) Get out of the orthodox Church, Synagogue or Mosque asap. (Who needs church buildings and paid clergy anyway. We are ALL equal in the Kingdom of God…everyone is welcome. The Kingdom of God is simply those people who listen to God’s voices and obey His commands, (i.e. without the praise of man.)
6) Encourage Permaculture and work towards the Resource Based Economy described by Peter Joseph’s three amazing Zeitgeist movies available free on the internet (e.g. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OrHeg77LF4Y) The end of the third film is well worth waiting for.
7) Don’t let anyone or anything every tell you what you can’t do. “I can do all things in Him who strengthens me” (Phil 4v13). So whoever you are, wherever your journey or situation, you are here for a reason, even if things look desperate for you. Please don’t under-estimate what God can do through you if you are willing to let him as an empty vessel. He may use us but He may don’t. We are called to be faithful not fruitful. “He must increase but i must decrease” (John 3v30)
Finally, one day, when all this is amazing, tragi-comic reality/Spiritual battle is over, while we are in heaven with Jesus with our “spiritual bodies”, let’s look back together and discuss how the Lord spoke to us through our journeys. See you soon!