Its Not Personal

I feel bad that I’m not responding to comments promptly or messages even at times. Nor am I commenting regularly. I AM reading everything on my flisters blogs, rest assured– its just that I often find I am at a loss for words.

The position I find myself in my life now makes it difficult to express myself. I feel bound and chained by circumstances and my own emotional reactions and intellectual limitations. I find many points at which I cannot figure out what to say or what to do. I get lost and then I just quietly creep away.

This is temporary, I’m sure– and very much not like me as I’m sure regular readers know!

However, all the same, I just want to be sure to express clearly that my reactions or lack of reactions on social media are not personally due to any issues I am having with anyone. My quietude is all about my own shit. I’m having a hard time and I tend to go mute when overwhelmed.

Its getting steadily better, but I still have periods of days where I can’t deal with anything and avoid communication completely.

In other words, ITS NOT YOU– ITS ME! I swear!