No One Lives Forever

I write as Brother Ralphie.  And I don’t care who reads what I write nor do I care as to how many people actually read my writings.  There may only be a few.  But I AM Brother Ralphie.  He is who I have become.  And I kept my experience with my Angels private for more than some sixteen and a half years.  That was a game-changer for me.  It was when I went public with my Angels.  I mention here from time to time all things I claim my Angels told me in that two and a half hour conversation on that Thanksgiving night of 1993.  I mention this because in effect, my Angels changed my life.  I knew there would come a time when I would make my Angels public.  I have said that I can’t write if I am behind bars in a jail cell somewhere.  In fact, I can’t write if I am a homeless person.  I can’t write if indeed I am some kind of person who does NOT have access to the Internet. 

My Angels told me that I will NOT die.  Now, I have talked with God about sharing everything I claim my Angels told me.  They said I would prepare the way for the coming of the Messiah, or what they said was the Second Coming of Jesus.  But then no one lives forever.  I have faced death twice in my experience with life and living in the past seven years.  It might be that I won’t die, but the pain of the process of dying is something I would rather avoid.  Some have said that not all dying is painful.  I would like to believe that based on the number of loved ones in my own family who have passed on from this world.  I don’t know how much pain they experienced in the process of dying. 

My point is that while I claim I am NOT going to die, the fact is, while right now I am fairly healthy, I want to believe that the Messiah will be here most any time now.  I believe the world has been set up for the return of the Messiah.  And the world is ready and the world is waiting.  As to what will happen to me AFTER the Messiah comes is something I don’t know.  Now, I told God about my problems in people thinking I am mentally unstable, but He told me that what people think of me regardless is HIS problem and NOT mine.  He is the one who chose me.  And in all I do, regardless of what it is I do, I am preparing the way for the coming of the Messiah.  I am literally God’s problem.  He said that He is the one responsible for having chosen me for this task and there is nothing I can to avoid doing it.  I am chosen for a specific task for a specific time.  And I do this task with every breath I take.  What people think of me is literally NOT my problem.  I am who I am by virtue of my Angels.  And NOTHING  can change this. 

So, wile I can say that everyone dies and no one lives forever, I will not die.  There is no formula for this.  God chose me for a task and this task won’t be over until the Messiah comes.  Whether I have done what God has wanted me to do or I have been a crazy person not worth the time of most anyone, I am who I am by virtue of Angels.  I am alive because of them.  And there is nothing I am able to do to change this.  I can’t even take my own life.  I belong to God regardless of what ANY person thinks or believes about me otherwise.  Peace.  I am Brother Ralphie writing for my Angels from The Angels of Life Institute.  Brother Ralphie works from his study for the promotion of Peaceful living and inner Peace with God. He calls this the “Sanctity of Human Life Movement.”