If People Only Knew I'm About To Break...

If people only knew what’s running through your mind…  If they only knew you feel as though you’re
losing your mind…  If people only knew
how tired you were, the pain you’re feeling, and if one more thing happened you
would break…  If people only knew you
wake up crying, go to bed crying, and sometimes wake up in the middle of the
night crying…  If people only knew you
feel overwhelmed, alone, and the strong desire you have for a hug…  If people only knew you’re not happy all the
time, you really don’t have it together, and you’re just as messed up as they
are…  If people only knew when you’re
speaking encouraging words to them, you’re really speaking them to yourself…  If people only knew you’re weathering a storm
and your boat is sinking quicker than the titanic…  If people only knew you really needed help…  If people only knew you sometimes you get
upset with God… If people only knew you felt God was punishing you…  If people only knew all the things you’re
going through, would it change anything????

The truth is…  People
may not know, but God knows…  He knows
you’re feeling weak, doubting and questioning your strength, and He even knows
you’re upset with Him…  He knows your
smile is covering up your pain, you feel you’re about to break, and He even
knows you’re messed up right now…  He
knows you feel alone, strongly desire a hug, and He knows you feel you’re about
to lose your mind…  He also knows you’re
still trying to work things out on your own and that you haven’t fully released
everything to Him…  He sees your struggle,
feels your pain, and He longs and wants to help you…  He knows you’re a prideful person who posses’
great strength, inspiration, and a desire to help everyone you come in contact
with…  He knows all hese things because
He made you…  As messed up as you think
you are, He sees you are the perfect, strong, fearfully made, and beautiful
person He created you to be…  He knows
you’re having a hard time letting go, so He’s waiting on you…  Where ever you are right now, STOP and
release your cares to Him…  “Oh what
needless pain we bear, all because we do not carry everything to God in prayer…”  Let Him help you, He knows you need it…