Where Was I? and Info About Me

Where Was I?

I was about to record this message ad lib but instead I decided to write a script because I want to make sure I cover everything needed.  Where was I means where have I been and also where did I leave off?  I do not have many YouTube subscribers, Twitter followers and Facebook friends.  However, I continue to post content as though I had millions of followers.  You see, I have been doing this telecommunications ministry of mine since the late 1980’s.   I started in the days that we had modems and Bulletin Board Systems transferring message base packets called Echomail by phone.  In those days I had created a network called SearchNet which had many message bases covering a wide variety of topics.  I will leave a link on YouTube to my old website that I put up when the Internet was first starting out.  The following is a short blurb about what my SearchNet network was created for:

I, Glenda Stocks, founded SearchNet because I embarked on a personal search to understand all that I could about Creator and Creation. I did not find any message areas that allowed people who were searching like I was, to interact with one another without being stereotyped in one way or another. There are many subtle, and not so subtle ways, in message areas, in which people and their different ideas are made to feel, not welcome. SearchNet, then, could provide “safe areas” for people who are searching, to congregate.

Even some areas, whose topics would lend themselves to searching for answers to life’s questions, would discourage asking the toughest questions. Some areas are simply designed and run to be get togethers to “shoot the bull” (i.e. talk about nothing and nonsense). And there is nothing wrong with having areas for relaxed chats. SearchNet was created for the people who are “serious” about their studies of life’s meaning; for people who will ask the hard questions, and who even have the guts and audacity to attempt to answer them.

That is the end of the blurb.  When I migrated to internet I spent much time on the Usenet newsgroups doing what was called cross-posting.  Cross-posting is when you take one message and post it to more than one group.  I actually won a title for my efforts, and it was being called a “Net-Kook”.  You see, I posted a lot of information on spirituality and conspiracies.  I even used to be on Linda Thompson’s message forum when she created the first Clinton body count list.  I was not editorializing or adding my opinion to information.  I was just spreading information so that people could make up their own minds.  My purpose was to find information that was useful.

And so, even to this day, I do the same thing.  This activity is my ministry.  I sacrificed doing other things to continue this work.  I could have pursued any number of careers, most notably in computer programming.

I also did not pursue a husband, but mostly because the only man that I ever loved was killed in a gun accident in 1980.  I await the resurrection for the two of us to be reunited.  I am now 58 years old.

Back in a day, I used to hang out in an online IRC chat room called #Bridge with people who were mostly new agers.  I spent a few years getting to know what they believe.  I was still a Christian the whole time and the Holy Spirit was teaching me what was true and what was false in the new age teachings.  One thing I learned was that there is a human consciousness grid around the earth.  Everything humans learn is deposited into this grid and it facilitates other humans learning the same thing.  Some call that process the 100^th money effect. 

That effect was discovered when some monkeys learned to wash sweet potatoes before eating them and then other monkeys in a different place suddenly began to do the same thing.  The notion is that each species has their own consciousness grid around the earth.  I explain this because I learned early on that it did not matter how many followers I had, as long as I kept learning and adding my knowledge to the grid for others to learn.  This concept is important to all of us, so that we do not get discouraged in well doing.  I will share with you now my mission statement from my old website so that you can understand me even better.  This introduction is very very important to me now, because I have not strayed from it over the decades.

Introduction

You need to know what the purpose of these web pages is, in order to understand what you will read in the other sections. The purpose of these web pages is to provide a one on one link between me, Glenda Stocks, and you, the reader. I wish to share my thoughts with you.

Over the last few years, I have come to realize that, I have personally, been getting a crash course in “What Life is All About”.

“. I only became spiritual minded in 1979, but in 1992, I became aware that there is a specific Path for me. There is a unique Path, just for me. This Path is not the same for you, or anyone else, but just for Glenda Stocks. Some people call this sort of thing, “their mission in life”, or “their calling”. I like the simplicity of the word, Path, as it is less “grandiose”. To me, consciously following my Path, simply means that I am doing what I want to do, and that I am doing what comes naturally to me. To do what comes naturally, is to use my natural “talents” in what I “choose” to do.

In recent months, I have discovered, that as I had been actively pursuing knowledge and understanding regarding how the universe works, that answers have been coming to me. I began to look at this process objectively.

If I were someone else, and looked at what Glenda Stocks has been learning in the last year or so, I would say that she is being systematically “trained” in the knowledge and understanding of how the universe works. The process is just like as if someone had course textbooks, and was leading me chapter by chapter, and concept to concept. The process is almost as though I am studying for a final exam. As I have been learning, of course, I have also been sharing what I learn on various networks and my mailing lists.

I am not a teacher. This process has been “a learn as you grow” experience. I am inviting you to learn with me. I think that my Path includes my desire to share with you, what I am learning. It is for these reasons, that I have created these web pages. Now, you need to understand a few things about “how” I will share with you, here.

I am not an expert. I have no degrees, and no titles. I have no proofs, and no evidences. I am not a teacher. I am no one… special. This process of learning, is something that is happening to me, and I wish to share the process with you. Within these web pages, I will share with you what I “know “, “think”, and “believe”. I will assert many ideas, within these writings. You are cautioned not to be offended by any of my assertions. For example, I may assert that “all of Creation is contained within the thinking of the One Mind”. I will assert that. I will not say, “that in my opinion….”. I will not say, “well, maybe….”. I will not even say, “I believe that….”. If you would feel more comfortable with these sorts of disclaimers, then you may mentally insert them into any of my assertions. For myself, I will make no excuses, nor apologies, for any of my assertions.

To conclude the warnings, I will say, that I am not telling you, that anything I say in these pages is Truth, or Right. The way I word something may seem as though I am saying that it is Truth, but in those cases it is only Truth, for me. It may not be Truth for you. So, my advice to you, is to Relax, and Enjoy the Journey.

That ends the introduction.

Now I know that all of you understand who I am much better!

I am getting back to the title subject, where was I?

You may have noticed that I was offline for about 10 days.  I want to tell you what happened.  I had begun to make YouTube videos where I would read messages that I get from Father God.  Some of you follow me for these messages.  I discovered that my computer was too slow running the video rendering software and my productivity plummeted.  Productivity is how much work you can do in how much time.  I would press the render button and have to go off somewhere and wait 10 to 20 minutes because I could not do anything else on the computer at the same time.

I decided that I needed a faster CPU which is the microprocessor that runs all your programs.  I was led to a slightly used Intel CPU on amazon.com which I purchased along with a new CPU Fan to keep it cool.  By the way, when I say that I was led, I mean that Father God helped me with my searches.  You see, I have been serving God since 1979 and have developed a very close relationship with Him, and I can hear His Voice also.  I am led by the Holy Spirit and try to obey God as much as I can.  As you can imagine, without a husband or children, and with my online ministry, I have devoted my whole life to God.  He takes care of me, guides my steps, and blesses me with good decisions so that things go well with me in my life.  I never never say, oh I was lucky.  Heaven forbid!  I was blessed to find a good seller who was selling slightly used CPUs because someone upgraded many computers at once.  And so I saved a lot of money, about $100 over the retail new price.

I was way passed my days of building computers as I had done with 286’s, so I decided that I would take my computer to Best Buy’s Geek Squad and have them install my CPU and Fan.  I also needed more memory and I installed 16 Gigabytes myself, where I had only 6 Gigabytes before.  I knew that more memory and a faster CPU would solve my time problems with Video rendering software and that I could run more multiple tasks at once on the computer.

God told me to make a backup of my computer before taking it to the shop.  Yes, God Speaks to me, as I already told you.  I am giving you a flavor of what my life is like.  Well, I had problems with windows backup and true image backup softwares.  Neither could complete a backup because I had at least one bad sector on my hard drive and those programs are sensitive.

I stumbled upon, or should I say God led me to a YouTube video of a man showing a backup software that worked so well that I went and got the latest version.  It completed the backup to an external drive that I bought for that purpose.  I also copied all my old files from my second hard drive because I was impatient with the backup program.

On Sunday, July 23^rd I left my computer at Best Buy’s Geek Squad.  To shorten this story, they had problems.  My system would no longer boot into Windows 7.  My hard drive was failing.  I had to purchased Windows 10 and a new hard drive, and it took them many days to fix everything correctly.

Once I got the computer back, the backup software did not know how to access my backup!  I did not panic but I did not feel good at that moment because they had lost everything when my old hard drive died.  I was led, again, to a _different_ version of the same software because I read them talking about it on their support website.  That software had a mount command which mounted my backup as though it were a virtual drive Z:  YAY!

I was able to copy all my back up files and reinstall all my software onto my brand new Windows 10 drive.  In the end I was totally back to where I left off on July 23^rd.  I had all my settings, emails, everything!  I essentially, right now, have a brand new computer. That my dear people, is what serving God will do for you.

Now to the second meaning of where was I, which is where did I leave off?  When I did not have a computer for 10 days I was like a fish out of water.  At that time I decided to make gospel music DVD’s by recording them from saved programs on my Cable box.

I could then take them to play for my mother who is in a nursing home down the street.  She is fine and healthy, but she is too weak to stand and walk, so I cannot take care of her at home.  I had purchased a small DVD player which I carry to see her six days a week for 4 hours a day. We were always close so we have been having a lot of fun.  Her quality of life is actually much better now than when she was at home when I would only spend enough time to care for her and a short Bible study.  She was a bit lonely at home in her room.  God is so good to us.

Just before losing the computer I had installed my old TV tuner USB device which gives me cable TV on the computer. I had planned to record shows on Foxnews such as Bret Baier’s special report and Sean Hannity.  Also I was to record Lou Dobbs and more gospel music so that I could post clips for my followers.  Again, bringing you information and letting you decide what to think about it.

But I want to tell you that something new has come up.  I had found the four part Jesus of Nazareth TV movie online and burned them to DVD for mom and me to watch.  The movie impacted me greatly.  Now, I have found four more Jesus movies and we are watching king of kings which was made in color in 1961.  I just heard the Sermon on the Mount and it really moved me.

I am deciding that I must do more when it comes to sharing with you all what I get from the Father.  I need to post messages from Him more often.  I cannot waste this wealthy relationship that I have with God.  Again, even if I do not reach millions of followers, the information will still go into the human consciousness grid for anyone to draw from.  Other people will be inspired and learn the same things, as long as I share what I learn with the audience that I do have.

So, my plan is to do more messages from God.  I will continue to post news clips and gospel music.  By the way, I do allot recreational time for myself which I spend watching sports that I DVR on cable TV.

Lastly, in the way of commentary, I want to mention the eclipse coming up over the United States on August 21^st.

I have seen some material on the phenomenon but I have asked what will it mean to the average American?  I believe that you can get something from Father God from this event.  Please focus on Him and ask Him what does the eclipse mean for you?  Make the happening important to you from a godly perspective, otherwise it will come and go and nothing will happen for you.  This plan is what I intend to do.

Finally, I love you all.  Yes I really mean that I love you all. I consider every human on earth my very own children.  I know that, that is a lofty notion, but it is truly how I look at you all.  My online ministry has been ministering to you all, whether you have known it or not.

I am determined not to waste all that I richly have in Christ Jesus.  Watching the Jesus movies has made me yearn even more to be just like Jesus.  I just got to have it!  I got to have it.

I will leave links to places where I post in the YouTube Video Description.

God bless you!

Glenda

Aka Heartdaughter

Aka ladynada

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