This is Either/Or

Let me explain the title of this post.  Either I have done enough for my Angels, or I am only beginning.  Now, if it’s the former, then my thinking is the Messiah could be here at most any time.  And if it’s the latter, then in fact, I am just beginning, even though I have been public about my experience with my Angels for the past eight years.  Is eight years enough?  This is a question I am unable to answer.  What I either do or don’t do for my Angels is up to me.  And I have claimed that I can only do for my Angels what I can do.  And IF God wants me to do more, then in fact, He will help me find the way.  I WILL help to prepare the way for the coming of the Messiah.  How I do this is totally up to me.  I don’t have to do anything if I don’t wish.  I COULD suggest that I have done enough.  But the fact is, either way, I win.  And THAT is my point this morning.  I do NOT have to sit around and worry about what I either do or don’t do for my Angels.  I have told God that I will do what I am able to do and HE has to do the rest. 

Some might suggest that I am taking the easy way out.  The fact is, there is no easy way out.  And I can say this by saying that I am NOT called to ANY particular task or life work.  Some will argue with me about this, but I say that I am chosen.  I will NOT argue with ANYONE about what I claim is in my head.  But the fact is, I don’t live with the idea that I am chosen, simply because there is no way I can prove this.  In fact, I would go so far to suggest that most anything I am saying about myself won’t be revealed as truth until the Messiah comes.  I can’t prove my Angels.  I can’t prove what I claim my Angels told me.  And I certainly am unable to prove that I am among the few in the history of humanity who is chosen.  But I would suggest that I have my own emotional burden by claiming to be chosen.  I am not destined to some kind of glory in the history of humanity.  In fact, I would go so far to suggest that it just might be the opposite.  My life as it is, is strictly between myself and my God.  And THAT is all it can be for right now.  And this MIGHT not change.  And there is nothing I can do about it If and UNTIL that times comes when God just MIGHT need my voice for my Angels. 

However, until that time comes, IF it should come, for right now, I have done enough.  I have done all I am able to do for right now.  And as I have said, if the Messiah comes today, then indeed I have done enough.  And if that time doesn’t come to me for right now, then all I can do is wait until God needs me or I know what I have done for the coming of the Messiah.  And I would suggest this is true of every person who is a Believer of most any kind.  We do what we do, and then God has to do the rest.  I have no choice in the matter.  I am to sit still and wait on  God.  How long do I have to wait?  I do not know the answer to this.  I only know I have done all I can do for right now.  And I will NOT force the Hand of God.  IF He wants me to do more, then He will direct me.  Until then, my thinking is that right now, I have done enough.  Either way, I am only beginning, or I HAVE done enough.  Peace.  I am Brother Ralphie writing for my Angels from The Angels of Life institute.  Brother Ralphie works from his study for the promotion of Peaceful living and inner Peace with God. He calls this the “Sanctity of Human Life Movement.”