What I Learn by Writing about my Angels

I wasn’t going to write today, because well, there isn’t much more for me to say I haven’t already said.  But in writing about my experience with my Angels, I learn a lot about myself what I want to be as Brother Ralphie.  Without my experience with my Angels, I would say my life is a mess.  Okay, maybe not now, but looking back on where I have been in life, I can say that at some point in time, I would have ended my life a LONG time ago.  Or I would look back on my life without my Angels and simply be so depressed, I just might have been institutionalized until my death.  But for the past 25+ years, my life has been about my experience with my Angels.  And what I have learned from that experience is that my Angels gave my life meaning, even though I hadn’t gone public with my Angels for some 17 years. 

So, why did I keep my Angels a family secret for so long?  Well, first of all, it took that long for anyone to believe me about my having had an experience with Angels.  I sought to convince one person and it took me that long to convince that one person I had had an experience with Angels.  Secondly, no one in my family really accepted the experience mostly because what I claim my Angels told me is just too incredibly simple.  God couldn’t be that simple, I was told.  There was more to salvation than what we do NOT do, I was told.  And further, the taking of Human Life is one of those sins that can be overlooked, in addition to a belief that God doesn’t condemn everyone who commits suicide.  So, my life took on a kind of mission.  I went out of my way to PROVE my experience with my Angels.  Now, maybe I went about it the wrong way, because what happened to me was that proving my Angles became an obsession.  And it was an obsession that lasted for that long.  But I didn’t seek to prove my Angels to just anyone, but simply a chosen few, including family and a close friend. 

But what I learned in the process is what defines my life now.  I know what I claim my Angels told me is 100% correct.  I have said that when I heard my Angels tell me that God would overlook EVERY single sin known to humanity, except for the sins of murder and suicide, I thought to myself that no one would buy that.  In fact, I wasn’t even sure I could buy this.  But then in MY thinking at the time, I was hearing from Angels that I didn’t have to worry about my sins.  God had judged me already.  Now, I can’t reveal how I know this without revealing secrets my Angels told me that I would prefer to keep to myself.  But as far as God and I are concerned I belong to Him in every way.  He accepted me just as I was.  But I insist that had I not been saved by Angels, I wouldn’t have been saved.  My life would have come to an end a long time ago. 

But I am a man on a mission. And what I learned from trying to convince others of my experience with my Angels and what I claim they said to me is that I KNOW God.  I don’t live with beliefs.  I don’t know what will happen to me next, but that is because I am NOT omniscient.  I don’t know all things.  I can only claim to KNOW God.  And what I learned from my experiences in trying to convince others of my experience with my Angels is simply how I do it.  I want my life to be about my Angels.  Because really, without my Angels, my life would be a mess or amount to nothing at all.  My life is about my Angels.  And really, as far as I am concerned this is really all that matters to me.  My life is about my Angels.  Period.  Peace.  I am Brother Ralphie writing for my Angels from The Angels of Life Institute.  Brother Ralphie works from his study for the promotion of Peaceful living and inner Peace with God. He calls this the “Sanctity of Human Life Movement.”