My Past and Future

I went public with my Angels some nine years ago, having told everyone who knew me prior to my experience with my Angels that indeed I had an experience with Angels.  After that experience I kept it quiet, except for telling only a few, for some 16 and a half years.  Now my Angels are out there, so to speak.  The only part of my past I have kept since that experience is my family.  And at first, not even my wife accepted the experience as real.  I had been told I had lied, hallucinated, or that they were even demons.  So, the ONLY proof I had of my experience with my Angels is myself.  And whether anyone accepts the theology of my Angels is between THAT person and God Himself. 

I was really one messed up dude prior to my experience with my Angels.  I won’t go into all the details about my life prior to my experience with my Angels.  Let me just say that I was just really messed up.  And THAT is all I need to say.  Since I don’t know how to tell anyone to have an experience with Angels that I claim to have had, all I can do is simply say that I have been saved by fiat through Angels.  I knew it then and I know it now as I write this.  My past doesn’t really matter to me, even though it will matter to some who have known me.  I can’t help this.  I say that God chose me and whatever people think of me now is something I can’t control, including whether anyone accepts the theology of my Angels.  But now, I don’t sit around thinking about what I should have done.  I tell myself now that God doesn’t make mistakes and He doesn’t unchose people He has chosen. 

There IS some arrogance in me for this reason.  But the arrogance is there to protect my ego.  I don’t like for people to question my Angels, but I know they will.  Since I am the ONLY proof I have of my experience with my Angels, I do what I do and I let God do the rest.  It’s really ALL I can do.  Peace.  I am Brother Ralphie writing for my Angels from The Angels of Life Institute.  Brother Ralphie works from his study for the promotion of Peaceful living and inner Peace with God. He calls this the “Sanctity of Human Life Movement.”