Always, this time of year, combined with the big, commercialized holidays, I always get kind of melancholy and reflect on things that have happened to me so far this year. It’s hard not having a net connection out here. Paying for a wifi hotspot by the gig is just too expensive. Not enough paycheck for it.
So, what’s been happening to the little self sustained farm this year? I’ve been stuck in a rut of perpetual catch 22. The farm isn’t making enough to pay the taxes and the monthly bills so I work off farm more which reduces the amount of time I can work to improve the farm which in turn, slows progress on it down. I am grateful for the pitiful paycheck, it is keeping the bills paid. Just doesn’t give me enough to make the improvements I need to make in a timely fashion. Took me all summer to scrounge up enough to get 6 pieces of treated 2×10 along with 18 pieces of treated 2×6, 4 rolls of cage wire for the base of the chicken coop. 19 weeks to save up $218. There’s chickens in it now but it’s not finished and winter is coming fast here. My big stumbler is that darn truckers tarp I need for the shelter side. That bugger is over $100. I need 4 more sticks of lumber, 3 more sheets of plywood to finish the shelter side. Meanwhile, I’ve got a plastic tarp zip tied and pinned to the base, covering the whole thing to keep the weather off the 45 days old chicks I hatched in the house to fill it. Oh, ha, I don’t have a door for it yet, I keep them inside with an old quilt hung over the hole and an old, rotten table top! Yep, use what ya got, even if it’s crazy and kind of retarded looking.
Garden was a wash this year. Barely made enough out of it in between the head high weeds to feed me up to Christmas time. Totally my fault for relying on an old fart who was full of crap and good stories of all the stuff he could do for me to help. Too bad it was all bullshit. So glad I wasted 5 years feeding 2 worthless nags for him while he was away. Eh, I did get a square baler out of it. Which, I need to buy a tarp for that and get it moved into one of the side stalls on the old barn. I’ve been procrastinating moving it because that old barn needs some work and I’m worried it’s gonna fall down this winter. The main section of that old barn is full of square bales of hay. Too bad it’s not MY hay. Another catch 22 thing. Work too much to cut and bale the hay so I had to reach out for help which in turn, I need to give help in return.
I’m disappointed with the rabbits this year. I’ve old had 3 batches of kits all summer, sold 18 to Rural King, lost 4 in the yard and ended up with 2 young does and another 2 bucks. Since I lost one good breeding doe this summer, the 2 young ones are needed to replace her. They haven’t produced yet. The 2 bucks need to be in the freezer and will be pretty quick. No sense in feeding them for nothing.
Another year has gone by without me adding quail to the farm. The run is something else I need to save for. Right now, it’s behind a new pair of glasses. I only have one pair, prescription, and they’re expensive to replace. The ones I am currently wearing are so scratched up, they give me headaches. Tried to polish them since no vision place around here would do it for me. They claim you can’t polish the transitions lenses. Wow, what a big mistake choosing those were! Pain in the ass, they take forever to dark up then take forever to undarken and the coating is flaking which is what’s causing the distortion. I tried some stuff around the shop and made a slight improvement, it did peel some off but they’re a little cloudy now. Don;’t have a fine enough grit to actually polish them. So, new pair has to be purchased. Need $300 for that, have $43 dollars saved up for them so far. LOL, it’s gonna be a while still. There’s no earning potential from a new pair of glasses. Personal comfort and decent vision but no farm income. Hard to make that kind of decision but it’s base survival here and it’s do what ya gotta do and get on with it as usual. So, it goes on the list with socks, underwear and a new pair of boots that don’t have duct tape on them holding them together! Yep, I’m going into winter with 1 pair of sneakers that are pretty much worn out and a pair of work boots that are split down the side. Oh well, just part of life.
Oh! A good thing, it was kind of a surprise! Delta, my Kinder goat nanny, just gave me a new kid to play with! A single this time, a little nanny goat. Tri-colored. Never had kids in November before. Had to be one of the January billys I hauled to the auction in September. She would have bred back in May, during the monsoon rains we had this spring. So, there’s a new baby bouncing around in the barn.
Oh, ha, a friend bought me an adult coloring book. Complex, geometric patterns. Kind of cool. Supposed to be good stress relief. Too bad I’ve only got 4 colored pencils! I colored 2 pages so far but the lack of color option has me a bit miffed. Stress relief, yah, okay. hahahaha Maybe in a couple of weeks, I’ll splurge on a new set of pencils and get to coloring.
Eh, the 2 stupid dogs are pestering the life out of me this morning! You’re late Mom, you’re supposed to be outside feeding so we can run all over the place, chase the loose rabbits and act stupid! Hurry up Mom! Get some socks so we can lick your face and bother you while you’re trying not to kill your back putting socks on! Come on Mom! Why are you ignoring us whining and barking? You don’t need that cup of coffee! Mom! Quit ignoring us! Eh, okay, time to go out and feed……….
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