LIFE IS SOMETIMES VERY COMPLICATED ALONG THE WAY.

           
 Written by: Marlene*

Saturday 11th November, 2023.

I am a Human Being, at least that is what I am told and I believe it. This is our truth, we are Human Beings made in the Image and Likeness of God. We are brought into this world in the same way, from our Mother’s womb and out through her birth canal, or removed from her womb with the blade of a scalpel,  and we are all here, today, in this really insane world. Lucifer and his minions are completely insane and they are devising all manner of ways to destroy us. We are to become wise as serpents and innocent as doves. We must learn about their agenda and plans, and inform as many as we can, even if they do not believe you, because eventually they will see it, let us hope it is not too late for them, especially those who are closest and dearest to us. 

My intention here is to address ‘issues’ in my personal journey, things that are sometime very hard to conform to, as in mindset. I am not even sure what will appear here in these words, however this is something that I think about occasionally, when it pops up in my mind, because of the outside world. This world is not my home, I am just passing through and being here, being born in this physical place gives me, gives us all the opportunity to seek after and find the knowledge we need to gain and understand meaning and purpose. Why are we here? Where did we come from? (our mother’s womb’: we came from Human. That thought just popped into my head, accompanied by a great smile. I got a nice happy kind of feeling… we came from Human! Yes, we came from Human. Adam and Eve).

This world is interesting and the journey is interactive, in that you must understand, adapt and conform and remain in that way, without compromise or ignorance and repenting when necessary. Hopefully we can live our lives really hating sin and even though we may occasionally do something we hate doing, even being aware that we are doing it, all Christians should really hate sin and want nothing to do with it. You do know when that crimson stain is on you and will quickly repent and be cleansed by the Blood of the LAMB through forgiveness. We are not perfect and we were all once sinners who are saved through the Grace of the Father, which leads to Repentance and Salvation and the Cross. I went to get a reference from the Bible, but found this instead, which is actually somewhat of what my issue is, in a way.

2 Corinthians Chapter 6

1 We then, as workers together with him, beseech you also that ye receive not the grace of God in vain.
3 Giving no offence in any thing, that the ministry be not blamed:
4 But in all things approving ourselves as the ministers of God, in much patience, in afflictions, in necessities, in distresses,
5 In stripes, in imprisonments, in tumults, in labours, in watchings, in fastings;
6 By pureness, by knowledge, by longsuffering, by kindness, by the Holy Ghost, by love unfeigned,
7 By the word of truth, by the power of God, by the armour of righteousness on the right hand and on the left,
8 By honour and dishonour, by evil report and good report: as deceivers, and yet true;
9 As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed;
10 As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things.
11 O ye Corinthians, our mouth is open unto you, our heart is enlarged.
12 Ye are not straitened in us, but ye are straitened in your own bowels.
13 Now for a recompence in the same, (I speak as unto my children,) be ye also enlarged.
14 Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness?
15 And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel?
16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.
17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you,
18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.
                                             
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The Apostle Paul was speaking to the newly converted Corinthians Christians concerning the state of their minds and hearts and the behaviour that is expected of them and of us when we follow Christ Jesus. I understand these things and I agree with them and try my best to follow our Lord and be with Him always, because I do need Him in my life, because I am absolutely nothing, and I mean nothing as a Human Being, coming from Humans, I am nothing without His Holy Spirit living within me and actually powering me, for I am nothing without Him. I also know what that feels like, the helplessness, especially in spiritual warfare, we cannot defeat the Gates of Hell without being delivered from their grasp by Christ Jesus, or by using His Holy power which dwells within us, including our Full-Armour of God.

My issue stems from the fact that we live here in the physical and the power of darkness is encroaching around every corner and soon to envelop this world, and you will agree that there are a lot of really weird and evil goings on here, right? I am very much conscious about my survival here in these last days and survive until the end, one who is alive and remain, the last of the Humans on the Earth. I believe that this is the path that I am on and by the Will of the FATHER and our LORD and KING, I will make it to the end, if it is my destiny, and I believe that it is. 

This is not a pipe dream or my wishing this could happen. I am certain that there are no Christians who want to live through future wars and diseases and pestilence and persecutions and betrayals and imprisonment and even death, when they have the option of being taken out of the world prior to these events becoming really intense and be lifted up to Heaven? This is a no-brainer. So why do I feel that I will be ‘left behind’, and will not be taken to Heaven along with the Church, the Gentile Church? It is mainly because I decided one day to pray to my LORD to see the ‘hidden things’ revealed, even though I did not know what I was really asking for, however my prayers were answered, and they were a series of dreams that revealed many things, including my journey in these last days.

I have seen ‘zombies, flesh-eating naked skinny and bony and almost naked Humans, in a horde, chasing another Human who was running away from them, but to no avail, they were very fast, and by the way, compared to what they show us in Hollywood these were very fast runners. They caught the running person and they ripped him apart and ate him. I was not in the world in that dream-vision, I was taken to a place above the Earth and shown this in a weird telescopic way, from in space, higher than the space-station, and we travelled there through time and through a passageway or worm-hole. This experience happened prior to my praying for the hidden things to be revealed. You can find this experience in a previous blog which I will link below. 

There are fast running zombies in our future, like those from the Korean zombie movie ‘Train to Busan’- those were really fast zombies, they even ran down a train- a future in a destitute apocalyptic world that is very dark with very low dark cloud cover… a world covered in darkness. 

Perhaps I was shown this, actually, I focused on one spot on the Earth, which was like a great, giant beautiful blue ball in front of me. I could see the entire planet as it slowly turned and was told to look closer, because I could not really see what was happening on the Earth from where we stood, higher than the space-station. I could see the whole Earth just floating there in front of me, so I focused on one spot and was ‘taken’ there, or the place became as if I was there, but I was not, like a time-traveller, just thought of that… like a time-traveller, because that is what I did. You can read it below. I was shown this time because I will be here in the world when these things are taking place. Yikes! I am getting closer to expressing my issue here, it is still inside of me.

How am I supposed to survive without guns and bows and other weapons to keep myself alive, especially when there are zombies and who knows what else Humans will mutate into in the future? I see mutations and none of it is good, it is all evil, un-creating Humans to make us into something else, something with Luciferian DNA in it, as in Luciferase. I think I need to calm down, even though my inner-peace is never disturbed, however I do pray that I make it alive to see our LORD, CHRIST THE KING, who is also THE WORD OF GOD, appearing in the clouds with His army of Angels- Human Angels to gather up HIS own. 

Personally, I do not want to be eaten by a zombie, how humiliating, right?… for the Christian. I struggle with protecting myself from future physical possible threats and outside of that there is no other alternative, unless this will be the time when ‘walking by faith’ will kick up into high-gear and the power which dwells within me in those days will be able to navigate these possible future threats. Even the thought of being captured by the evil ones is insane to me, because we have already waged warfare against them and have defeated them in their world. Now they are emerging into our world and they have and are trying to put us under a heavier yoke; their policies are so blatantly anti-Human, they do not even care anymore that we are onto them, as they continue in their diabolical and anti-Human ways.

These ones are not all demons, however they are all possessed by the evil Adversary and his expanding power over Humans. They are now focused on the young ones… and all of this evil is taking place right before our very eyes and the children continue to go missing. Where are the hundreds of Hawaiian kids who are still missing from the fires in Lahaina? God help them, please. Where are all of the thousands of missing kids disappearing at the US-Mexico border, and the same playbook is most likely at work in Europe as well, with thousands of children going missing. What kind of a world is this where pedovore-cannibals are running amok, roaming free, buying and selling and kidnapping and sacrificing and eating Humans, especially the children, and most of these degenerates who consider themselves to be ‘elites’, are known to us and yet they still continue with their evil doings?

America’s Second Amendment which is the right to bear arms for protection is a very important freedom they possess. I do not know if I was an American, if I would have weapons, maybe I would, because it is not difficult to get a gun-license. I believe that this issue I am having is with faith, although there is nothing wrong with my faith, I always pray that my faith be increased, doubled, tripled or to give me the increase I need for the time, until I pray for more again. I think my survival instincts have been activated for sometime now, in light of all the things I believe will happen in the future, and even though my dream-visions are never stressful or fearful to me, I still have to understand how I will make it till the end. You will fly upon wings like an eagle…

That last sentence just put everything into perspective. I have to trust in the LORD more than ever before, for I have seen the future, even present Babylonian kings who will come and rule here. Is this the Great Babylon of our future? No, but it is soon upon us. By the way, I have resolved my issue, and all I need is to believe and have faith in all the things that were established here for me to find and those not yet found, and trust that the LORD lives inside of me and I in Him and He in the Father. I know He is close because when I call on Him to deliver me in anyway, He is always there in a second. There will be so many more dangers coming on the Earth and many Humans will be destroyed by these events. 

There is no one who is good or claiming to be good coming to save us. Will the ‘med-beds’ make Humans Human again? Warfare is different in the Physical Realm because we possess physical bodies and Humans can die, so it is vital that we are always in Christ Jesus and are always clean through Repentance and prayer for forgiveness. It is important that we become friends with our Lord and make Him the focus and centre of our lives; we are really going to need Him in these crazy times ahead. Demons are insane, they love to laugh at Humans because they think we are feeble- minded, however when we laugh at them and shed light on their insanity, they become very offended and hurt, and they want to cancel you or ever kill you. 

There are many possessed Humans walking around today and some become very violent when triggered; chaos and violence and war seem to rule the day, and spreading across the world, as if being directed by a source. I know that I am a peacemaker, or that is whom I should be, according to my beliefs and those of Christians, however this peace is not a solution to war, but a place of rest from the evils of the world. This peace can only be found in Christ Jesus. 

When we engage in spiritual warfare in the supernatural, our sword and full armour are always sufficient to defeat the evil ones, and the Father and our Lord are always with us. As followers we need to study and memorize Bible verses, because ‘the sword of the spirit is the word of God’. In this physical world prayer still does work as a weapon, however there is the likelihood that they could physically attack you and kill you here.

I just realized that I was wrong and I have not yet resolved this issue, because the thought of being killed by the enemy, whomever they are, without seriously defending myself, even to the point of getting them before they get me, by any means necessary, still lingers in my mind, and you would think that it was a natural way of thinking, right? I believe that for me it is possibly the wrong way of thinking, mainly because my heart and mind are never ever settled with this thought. Somewhere inside of me feels that I should have weapons for self-defence, but on the other hand, we are to refrain from violence against our fellow Humans and to die as a martyr offers great rewards in Heaven… like lambs to the slaughter.

Jesus said: ‘Blessed are the meek for they shall inherit the Earth’. My understanding of this meekness in us is directed towards our Lord and His commands. The weapons used in the supernatural or in spiritual warfare are supernatural ones, weapons we can only find through Faith, however when the evil ones wage warfare in the physical Realm, possessing Human bodies and form, they can not only kill our physical bodies, but they can also kill our Souls by separating us from the Father with their Sorcery. How are we supposed to defend ourselves from these evil ones in this physical world without weapons?
There are many Christians who possess firearms because the laws allow for them to do so, personally I do prefer a cross-bow, but that is another thing altogether.

As you can plainly see, I still need more understanding on this issue, because I cannot seem to get rid of the thought of needing weapons, physical weapons for protection, so I can make it until the last day, or at least until the fire destroys all things physical, it is then I feel that I would have more weapons that I could use, if I had too. I also believe that there will be a time, after the fall of Babylon, when the fire of Almighty God destroys their cities and all physical flesh, and everyone here including all the Fallen Angels and all the Demons will be naked in their natural evil forms, and those Humans who are still here will see them as they really are, in their demonic and Fallen State.

Interestingly, I have only once seen a few ‘white Angels with large white wings like large bird, dressed in shining white robes and Human looking’ in one strange dream involving my younger brother and a huge wave that came up the canal where I live and engulfed the entire area; perhaps I should move. My brother lives thousand of miles away in another country and I stood there with him on the side of the canal, as the huge wave made its way towards were we were. He was also in a wheel-chair which was strange. Next to where we were there was a small church and that was when I saw three or four Angels coming out from the roof of the church with Human Souls in their arms and they were ascending up to the sky. 

After my dream I called my brother and spoke with another younger brother who told me that my dream brother got into a serious car accident and he was in a coma in the hospital. That dream happened about eight years ago. My brother recovered from his injuries and he is well today. (went off on a tangent there, it is what it is). Maybe this was a warning for me to move from where I live, because I do believe that a big flood could happen here. I live around a lot of water-ways, in a flat area, in a valley and it is also possible for the water to dry-up, as all the rivers and oceans will; the fire will do that, however before that happens there will be many floods as there seems to be now and increasing in severity, causing more death and destruction.

In all of my dream-visions I have never had a weapon and I do not believe that I should worry about that, even though they will try to kill me, if they could find me in those days, for I will be preaching and doing so very loudly, as I walk through this dark and apocalyptic world. I have nothing against owning weapons as a means of protection, because I also want to own a cross-bow and everyday when I turn on my computer, an MS EDGE search page pops up, which I immediately close, but on it is the only item I searched on that page about four years ago when I got the computer and that was an Assassin cross-bow from Amazon, which has been discontinued for quite some time now and no longer  available. I am always reminded of it, but I don’t think I will purchase a cross-bow, ever.

I have tried to remove EDGE from my computer, even watched how to videos, but it is ‘undeleteable’ and I have really tried to get rid of it. I have not used Google in more than eight years, and today I use Brave and Tor and have been for about four or five years now. I refuse to leave a footprint on Google and gmail accounts are just crazy, your contacts can see into your emails. I did get a Proton email that claims to be  totally secure, which is a lie, because BIN was able to get into my emails and remove all of their newsletters and even the login email page I had saved in there. What am I really talking about here? Gone off-track again, however this is still about having physical weapons to defend yourself against the evil ones.

The reason I believe that I should not own a weapon and instead trust in my Faith and depend on the Lord to get me through is because I was also sealed, and the power received after being struck in the forehead and branded by a bolt of lightning sent down from above, that power is what will defeat the evil ones in this physical world. This power will also cause you to move very quickly from place to place, even cause you to fly through the air. I know that there are many great things that were established here by Christ Jesus as spiritual gifts for us to seek and find, and add to our house. I will never let fear have any power in my life, and these evil ones are lunatics and psychopaths who love the taste of Human flesh, especially children. 

The Joy of the Lord is my strength. You must also pray that your Joy may be full. I also have to pray for this desire to get a physical weapon for protection from the evil ones to end within my mind and also pray for more powerful supernatural weapons that will work here in the physical. Use prayer as a direct  energy weapon, you would be surprised as to how powerful prayers really are against the powers of Darkness and the Gates of Hell. Jesus was always able to escape from the rabid crowds who surrounded Him and sought to kill Him. Jesus had the ability to change His appearance at will, or the ability to blind them so they could not see Him, in order to escape the murderous Jews, and there is also some hope that more amazing and wonderful things will be done by those who know and follow Christ Jesus. 

Ephesians 4:17-32

17 This I say therefore, and testify in the Lord, that ye henceforth walk not as other Gentiles walk, in the vanity of their mind,
18 Having the understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them, because of the blindness of their heart:
19 Who being past feeling have given themselves over unto lasciviousness, to work all uncleanness with greediness.
20 But ye have not so learned Christ;
21 If so be that ye have heard him, and have been taught by him, as the truth is in Jesus:
22 That ye put off concerning the former conversation the old man, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts;
23And be renewed in the spirit of your mind;
24 And that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness.
25 Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another.
26 Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath:
27 Neither give place to the devil.
28 Let him that stole steal no more: but rather let him labour, working with his hands the thing which is good, that he may have to give to him that needeth.
29 Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers.
30 And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption.
31 Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice:
32 And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.
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More Teachings for me at this time:

Galatians 5:13-26

13 For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another.
14 For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.
15 But if ye bite and devour one another, take heed that ye be not consumed one of another.
16 This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh.
17 For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.
18 But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law.
19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,
20 Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,
21 Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
24 And they that are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.
25 If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.
26 Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another, envying one another.

As a Follower of CHRIST I do understand that there are still many spiritual gifts yet to be found and those found still need more understanding to experience to the fullest. Faith is something every Human  possess so as to contemplate the existence of God. We all receive a small measure of Faith as a Human, and then it is up to us to use it and increase it, we must also test it, as I have done, you test the things of faith; these things are your works. Personally, Faith is a very important part of my Being and journey, and I am always mindful to ask for an increase during prayer and my desire is to grow my Faith to the point where I can move mountains… the faith of the mustard seed. I also understand that ‘mountains’ refer to  Fallen ones, huge Angels. That is the level of Faith I desire and seek to understand, and by the Grace of God, I will reach there.

The Followers of Christ Jesus are kind and gentle folk, and seeking after righteousness and holiness and truth and walking through this valley of death and not be moved by fear of anything, because our Faith is so strong, since we already have victory over the Gates of Hell, and because we are in the last days, we must also contend with the evil ones here in the physical world. Do not be afraid of those who can kill the body, but fear the one who can kill your Soul and cast you into Hell. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. Followers possess the supernatural power over the Gates of Hell, and Christ has already defeated them all and took the Keys of Hell with Him. They tried to seize Him when He went down to Hell and set the captives free, but they could not grab hold of His form because He was not like them, for He was Spirit, Holy Spirit and of the Light, while they are Psychic beings and of the Fire. Fire Beings cannot take hold of Spiritual Beings.

I already possess a full armour of God and I do possess a great and powerful sword, one that can and has send demons back from whence they came. It seems that I am a bit more confident in the spiritual warfare arena, than in the physical, where my mind turns to acquiring cross-bows to defend against these Evil ones. I see now and on every other occasion where I have contemplated this issue, that I am a peace-maker, seeking after righteousness and it is my Faith and my spiritual intelligence that will see me through until the last day, being planted firmly in CHRIST and He in me and He in the Father, for we all belong to the UNITY of the FATHER of Spirits, the only ONE who is PERFECT. 

Peace and Love and Joy to you all in Christ Jesus. M.

Written by: Marlene*
Saturday 11th November, 2023

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Below is the link to my time-travel and zombie dream experience, where you can view on BIN or at my home blog site:

http://wordsbymarlene.blog/2023/03/13/gender-identities-other-insanities-and-time-travel/

/prophecy/2023/03/gender-identities-other-insanities-and-time-travel-2539380.html, 

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