MY LETTER TO FRANK

Frank:

You question and seek to understand my Spirit. That is a very good question and one that I am in a constant state of questioning and learning of myself. But because I am ignorant enough to keep trying to explain I will once again open myself up to ridicule.

I think that the boson was named the “GOD” particle because they have viewed what appears to be a lab invented creation event. The theory of particles “popping in an out of existence” can also be viewed as simply being created and dyeing…but in a very short life cycle. So here again…even in plain view of a “happening” the arguments of “what just happened” or the “not knowing” continue. Don’t you find that wonderful? I know through my living experiences that  it takes time to embrace the not-knowing and the power of nothing but it can and will happen if a person will truly seek for it.

You are asking: Why Spirit and not Religion and God? Why not simply be agnostic or atheist and forget about the whole thing? I was born into the church of Christ religion of Lutheranism (a catholic belief.) I was trained to be a part of the hierarchy, schooled and a minister in training. Let me attempt to share a bit of what I think religion, belief and faith are. These are EXTREAMLY ABRIVIATED explanations.

FAITH: in Spirit: is  benign. There is no condone or condemn. It is peaceful and quite. Serine in many ways.  Comforting. There is no religiosity violence, rules or law, religious bigotry or judgments of others. There is no superiority. You have nothing to share with others other than yourself.  You can’t share your Spirit because everyone already has Spirit exactly as you do. Spirit simply IS. Spirit has no needs nor demands ANYTHING. Your morality comes from knowing Spirit. The stronger the bond with Spirit the farther away you are repelled from the negatives of human life and the desires of the world. The abhorrence of abominations come from inside you. Spirit is a form of self-governing of the highest magnitude. You become moral in Spirit. There is NO question in your mind of Spirit. It is a knowing of Spirit…not a belief.

“If belief or opinion were fact…they would not exist.”Sk1951

BELIEF:  in religion: is a strong warrior form of denial of anything other than what the religion allows you to believe.  You  turn away from anything of earth or anything of science and are in a constant state of readiness to confront anything that appears to challenge your belief. You become extremely defensive and confrontational. None trusting of anyone that is not of your belief. Condoning or condemning each person, their actions and situations you encounter.

“Belief has a duality of good and bad where delusion is only bad. Delusion is the evil twin of imagination.”Sk1951

RELIGION: in God: is an all-encompassing live your life for God and the self-sacrificing Jesus; program of religiosity. The Bible must be believed as the absolute unconditional true word of God himself. God CANNOT be questioned or challenged or blasphemed. The story of Jesus, the cross and the blood the most humbling, inspiring and condemning of all stories ever told. It is a slow transformation of your heart and soul into living only for God and Christ. Your perfection in Christ can never be achieved  because you are a flawed inherently evil, born in sin entity. You are unworthy of the blood but it was given to you because God loves you in spite of your lowness. You give yourself away body and soul and become something other than yourself. You become and are the body of Christ. You ARE the church. You ARE the religion. You marry Jesus Christ and become faithful only to him. You ARE NO LONGER yourself. You MUST BE “BORN AGAIN” in the blood of Jesus. Yourself,  is turned away and denied in your life. Your body a haven for evil that must be constantly cleansed with the life blood of Christ. You are the temple home for God and Jesus. And for all this, you only have to tithe 10%! Or truly trust God and give it ALL away…your choice…depending on how guilty and unworthy you feel.

“If a loving God truly existed…hell truly would not.”Sk1951

You say some of my words are riddles and can’t be understood. This is the point I am attempting to guide others too. What cannot be understood is the key to the door of Spirit. We are arriving at the not knowing together. The great riddle and misery of the great emptiness of nothingness. The true and real place of creation.

Let me speak to you totally from my Spirit and you will see just how none understandable this gets: We are the all not knowing seeking the all-knowing. Knowing is hidden within the not knowing. The greatness of emptiness and nothingness and not knowing is the true science and inner faith of Spirit. Ours is the journey…not the destination. True Spirit cannot be captured in words or put in a book and cannot be formed into language. True enlightenment only comes from within and will never be found any place else. Wonderment…is the true nature of man. Curiosity the fuel to continue. You need not seek what is already inside you. Your greatness is assured by accepting your Spirit powers. Spirit is the great nothingness that is everything that we seek to find. Spirit casts no judgments nor issues rewards. The reward is in living in harmony with Spirit vibrating in tune with the Universal Mind that is Spirit.

When we arrive at a place where these kinds of confounding assembled words only make us smile because it reminds us of the struggle we so valiantly fought to arrive at the door way of Spirit awareness …then we will understand that which we “do not know” or understand. The great emptiness of nothing becomes all. Understanding is no longer relevant.  Awareness, realization and acceptance of truth is all there is. All feelings of anxiety and fear fall away. You find peace. At this point true study and learning can commence.  Everything you thought you knew become akin to a child’s toy. You have truly arrived at the “not knowing.”

You are still confused by my feelings about religion? Truly…with all my heart, soul and passion I tell you that man-made gods and religiosity keep hidden the path to the door way… through the promise of it. Religion is made to entrap men’s souls into delusion, there by controlling their bodies and minds to use their pain, suffering and sacrifices to make the few more powerful and rich. Men of good conscience do unspeakable inhumanities to man in the name of a religious man invented GOD. What can be a greater example of paradoxical or oxymoronic than this human(?) behavior? Religion, through thousands of years of empirical testing, has PROVEN itself to be greatest and long lived deception the world of man has ever endured. I have seen and lived in the devils lair…and it is truly the Catholic Church of Christ and all its many decedents. The most beautiful of structures and the most horrific tools of torture belong to the Churches of God. Churches and tools of torture are creations made to aw and inspire and to strike the most horrible of fears in the heart of man. They stand as mausoleums of death and destruction of humanities body and souls in the name of power, greed and control. The quest for ever increasing riches the true sign of the cross.

Truly…no one is in the same place of God belief. Each person has questions. So there are as many gods and religions as there are people attempting to define their beliefs.

“DELUSIONAL BELIEF: THE WORLDS GREATEST THREAT TO HUMANITY” sk1951

Thank You Frank for stimulating me to go into myself today. This days writing have proven to be most inspirational and inspiring to me. Much of what I write comes as a shock to my eyes as it appears on paper (or screen). There have been times in my life when my Spirit became too heavy and the learning too much for me and I have turned away. I have literally screamed “I don’t want to know anymore!” But I always come back and seek for more and each time the enlightenments come at an even faster pace. A bit masochistic in some ways I suppose but the enlightenments are too exciting to turn away from.

I only hope that my weak feeble attempt to clarify my confusing confounding points [pointless?] of view…even if you now may more easily reject them and me…worked.

Good or Bad or is it the obverse? Intentions can be construed or miss-construed as one for the other. Perception and judgment shapes each personal reality. When intentions; that are meant for the good; are rejected… it hurts. But then that is the challenge is it not?

“Truly I wish I could abolish belief and opinion because so many think, what they think, is in fact, fact.”Sk1951

Well if you got this far I may as well freak you out with this tidbit of news so you are heavily armed with “whack job” slanders to discount me with! *s* It’s OK…I’m very use to it and I understand it. I find insults humorous today. A good laugh is always good…even if at my own expense! But many insults only show me how horribly deluded, irrationally selfish self-centered and rude some people are. That I find very sad.

So what truly are our truth detectors? Truth raises bumps on the skin and excites our Pineal gland producing natural DMT, this in turn produces a grand euphoric feeling (nirvana) that something wonderful and profound has been found or truth heard. These discoveries produce long lasting feelings of peace and security. Your body, soul and heart will tell you if it is true and real.

Fight or flight, rage and anger comes from threats, deceit and lies producing insulin, adrenalin and a host of amino acids. This does not produce euphoria.

Meditation is also said to produce nirvana. As well as chanting or  listening to Theta Binaural Beat to tune your brain to the vibrating frequencies found all over the Universe. You will find the lower frequencies help attain mediation while the higher stimulate. Super Nova all have a different beat. Earth has an Alpha 9.6 Hz beat among others. Alpha wave is in everything and may very well be the language of the Universe. The contact is in the wave…like TV. Fun stuff to explore.

So yes…our bodies are connected to Spirit via chemical processes from the “life force” that “we” are seeking to find understanding of…but has been known for thousands of years. Chemicals by themselves do not make us who and what we are. Spirit, this the reason I cannot be Atheist or Agnostic. They believe all that we are is in the chemistry. Our dimension [image] is biological and Spirit. Human Biological life is all about electricity, chemicals and Spirit. We seek to understand the how, why and reason of it.

Wonderment and Curiosity: inherently human.

“Once man turns from faith in governments, religions and gods he will begin to grow again and find that the heathens that believed in Spirit were right all along.” sk1951

Pineal Gland, DMT, Vatican Secrets ( Pine Cone Symbolism ).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LALNDEYaWk0